Tuesday, September 05, 2006
OK HI. i feel so much better now ((:

i have decided to leave my angel behind and start afresh. no i mean it. im going to stop being so silly and schoolgirlishly ditzy and everything else paris hilton. HEH.

i got myself into the mess and im going to climb out of it. all by myself. everything isnt as rosy or clear cut as it may seem to be. no one knows what the hell i just got myself out of. im relieved at having to strip myself of it. and wash myself clean and be ready to face the world.

good as new.

so dear angel. it all ends here (: but its the beginning of sth new ok? please dont jump the next time i say hi. im just a new aquaintance asking for directions. directions to sth bigger. better. in the years to come.

OK BYE.

im stripping myself of my past and saying goodbye. its like a breakup all over again. but come on. ive been thru pretty harsh ones and this is.. pretty mild *waggles eyebrows* its pretty sad and all. but oh wells ((: waiting patiently will definitely reap better prospects than rushing headlong into something unknown.

I LOVE MYSELF.

yay.

riahh ranted at 5:17:00 PM