Saturday, September 16, 2006
fucking msn mobile. made me pay extra. not that it served any of its purpose in the first place. bugger.

anger. thats what drive me. it drives me to do things beyond my limits. i think its my strength. turning something negative into a positive drive ((:

does it bother people that i eat at places that are not halal-certified? i mean. i dont exactly portray myself as someone who's overly pious and all right? i mean with refat its always been like that. is this justification? no i think not.

its my choice and i dont regret it. i do have limits too. and i wont go beyond those limits. i just want to be part of a modernised world. move with times. and not let the age-old wisdoms of religion pull me back. pull me away. isolate me among people.

ahh sometimes i do miss yewhao. those out of the blue emo rolls ((: sometimes he's such an irritating bastard but most times i do miss him. a lot. i cant honestly say he's my best friend. we were good buddies once. but he doesnt have the depth to be as emotionally connected to me as some of my friends. its not looking down on him. its a fact. with him its only the good times ((: but im hesitant when it comes to sharing with him my problems. problems that really matter a lot to me ((:

im so on for studies now ((: i love european history. ALL HAIL GERMANY! i think they rawk. even their soccer rawks. hahaha. ok fuck off now.

BYE.

riahh ranted at 7:39:00 PM