Monday, September 04, 2006
i am cramming in as much as i can and i am satisfied with the results. nothing reaps more satisfaction than to hear my voice dictating the black words neatly printed on my white paper. limitations of SOL over time. limitations of SOL over space. i can do this. i have done this. and i will do this again.

fuck the world. but i will get and must get at least my B for econs.

i felt lost last night. i wondered why my angel hasnt been appearing on my mind as always. is this temporary? or is it because ive taken a liking to someone else? taken a liking. their company. not them. so tell me tell me whats up. trivial matter to worry about but so far people's words havent really comforted me much.

so i slept on it.

words so cold they were meant to hurt you. i wanted to hurt you so that you'd know and move away. but everything was so nice and i couldnt bear to hurt you. it could be just my imagination. and i wished it'd just stay as my imagination. i didnt know what to do today.

i talked to stanley ((: he rawks. he made me feel a little better. he's awesome.

OK PROMOS PROMOS PROMOS.

now fuck off and leave me alone.

btw. that silly woman for lit today? oh.. my.. god. i can do a better job than her i think? whats with her and her maniacal infatuation with plants? and one of the haikus sounded like sth out of a cheap card you'd find at the florist. those corny little messages.

i found snyder's of hanover pretzels today ((: yay. ive already devoured the whole pack.

bu ratna. fuck off ok?

oh i love my white chanel flats ((:

riahh ranted at 9:55:00 PM