Tuesday, August 15, 2006
im shagged. no i mean it. i really am. im tired. pooped. whatever.

i just wish i could stop teaching. stop working. i want to stop working. and stay home. do what normal people do. WATCH TV. you know. get a life. watch a bit of mtv. have something to talk about with people? or just stay home and study.

i cant be studying until the wee hours every single day. by the time promos' here. i'd be long gone. collapsed. im on the brink of insanity right now. my mind aint functioning right. today feels like monday. everyday feels like monday. the weekend seem so far away.

i dread my evenings. i want to work out and be happy. i gained weight. im fat. come on. i am.

omg is this depression? again? gosh.

ok can i sleep now? only there's econs waiting for me. and i'd love to revise malay but my brain feels like a hundred hamsters gone wild on the wheel. its churning. and its whirring. and now it feels like fluff )):

pretty cottony fluffy white fluff. awwww! fluffy's such a cute word. hehe.

KAYSBYE.

riahh ranted at 7:52:00 PM