Sunday, August 06, 2006
things that once meant so much to me are set aside. it wasnt intentional; it just happened. why am i doing this? why am i moving into a realm that rightfully secludes them from it? from me. from my life. moving in circles that makes no sense to them because there is no right or wrong. no start nor end.

lights flashed and camera rolled. reels of tape hidden under my bed. that was us. trapped laughter and frozen smiles caught in a mixture of odds and ends and dust. confined within a box and locked up with the key thrown away.

its the kind of box you'd come across when you spring clean. you'd try to open it and realise you dont have the key. you'd hunt and you'd hunt and you'd never find it. and at last frustrated. you give up and once again the box lay forgotten. what a pity though. the box is such a pretty shade of pink and orange and you cant escape its colors cause its oh-so-bright and it has pretty flowers on it but somehow you forget that.

you forget why it was there in the first place.

its the kind of box you'd keep your polaroids in. and those old school friendship bracelets. a pity a pity. you'd never get to see them again. dont be alarmed when you hear soft knocks muffled laughter and whispered conversations in the middle of the night.

its just you and me having a good time in the past.

riahh ranted at 4:24:00 PM