Wednesday, August 30, 2006
fingers crossed. and i wait with bated breath. no im not hoping for a million dollar smile to flash my way. i have been waiting for blogger to load for the past 20 minutes and im thankful it hasnt chosen to die on me ((:

people are studying. people i care for and look to for fun and laughter and sometimes a little more are STUDYING. and i feel wasted. the only thing im working hard for is econs. hahaha. mel and aly told me that they had no interest in the subject; that they took it up only because it was a requirement.

horror of horrors. ala mr lee. HEH.

i never thought of things that way. ive always felt that you gotta like a subject to do well. or maybe its just me ((:

blogging has become mundane. dont you think? doesnt anyone share this mindset with me? that it has totally lost its purpose for some people? they use blogs as a tool of.. of.. social elevation. you have blogs you're cool )): its so sad. and then we have controversies and all. friends break up with each other.

not that the bitching and blog wars arent any fun

so sad. heh.

teachers day tmr ((: im so shy. im wearing that babydoll dress. people say i'd look cute and blablabla. but the thing is.. im so SHY. hahahaha.

at this point in time. this very minute. i am hating myself. no no its not my weight. its the fact that i write like fuck. no i mean it. i used to get goose pimples reading my past entries. now all i do is cringe in embarrassment and pray to god that no one would notice it as much as i do. i am very critical about what i write. i am.

i am a perfectionista in case no one's noticed.

great. i just brought attention to my entries. OKAYYYY.

the numbers jump everyday. this is freaky. hahahaha.

its been a pretty good week so far. save for the fact that im falling into a slumber more times than i can count. im so tired. and i hardly do anything at home. I FOUND MY EZLINK ((: someone returned it to me. so nice of you. THANKS ((:

i want people to understand that im generally a generous person. i am. not that im boasting but i dont want people to have the perception that im buying my way into friendships or whatever. and besides i only give away food stuffs ok? people should eat. everyday. food's good. and no one should be denied of it. no matter how mean you are.

and good food is expensive namely because it has quality. REALLY. why does chipsmore taste like crap? cause it only costs a dollar plus. but you eat sandies chocolate cookies and you see the difference. im not saying everyone has to eat sandies chocolate cookies but.. have some sense. good food is more satisfying. and your marginal utility will go down eventually. doesnt it amount to the same if you buy chipsmore and have to buy many more packets to satisfy your taste buds?

good food's rich in taste. really.

oh escargot you chewy bastard. you are on my mind more often than you know. HEH.

what is this? what am i rambling about? i never seem to take things seriously or realise the dire consequences of every one of my actions ((: but its ok. i get into shit but i have friends who'd fall in with me.. or not. hahahaha.

thats my motto in life see. do NOW. regret LATER. i mean you have your whole life stretched out in front of you right? so why waste time worrying about things? oh and i heard glenn talking on class 95 this morning. and the quote of the day went something like this:

dont waste time worrying about things that are not yours. instead be thankful of the things you have now because they were once things that you didnt have ((:

and then FD said to turn to your wife and understand the message being put across. so YES. be thankful people ((: dont hanker after things that are not yours. if its meant to be it will be. really. so wait. it will come.

so i wait. everyday. i wait ((:

AN APPLE A DAY KEEPS THE DOCTOR AWAY. REALLY LAHHHHHH. KAYSBYE.

riahh ranted at 3:08:00 PM