Monday, August 14, 2006
i cannot pretend to love a person whom i have not learnt to trust.

i paint pictures after pictures of you. every single day. to remind me of you. people. they peek over my shoulders. and they snigger at me. they laugh at me. for being stupid and oblivious. they whisper as i work. and i start to paint their words in. more than once. i'd step back in horror. terrified at what ive drawn.

i try to push their words away. i'd listen to songs when they talk. they'd talk louder and louder. forcing me to listen. but i wont.

im not going to. i'll never listen to them.

the day i draw a perfect picture of you is the day i know ive learnt to trust you.

riahh ranted at 1:45:00 AM