Thursday, August 03, 2006
everything's just a whirlwind of colors and lights and sounds. muffled conversations drone at the back of my mind but i seek to hear only what i wish to hear. the week has been pretty much love and i hope it'll stay that way for as long as it can ever get.

i hope my good days will make up for the bad ones. the really long days with the unbearable heat that makes our uniform stick to our sticky sticky bodies. where fans twirl lazily in their own euphoria. lost in their dance and forgetting their duties to us. us. the mortals. our slaves. they forget.

a belated gift from julie on monday made me smile ((: the pretty green bear sits prettily on my desk and im never ever gonna let anyone near it. ive fed a class of happy people with japanois and truffino and they are in love. ive given them love and that makes me feel like mother theresa. i hope they pass it on. nothing beats the joy of seeing people smile because you know you were the cause of it.

ive made a certain somebody fall in love with my chocolates. my chocolates are magic.

of course they are. i wiped out the whole shelf at ntuc just so i could make myself happy. that is to say. nearly all my allowance gone on such lovely gourmet chocolates. yes. dear shiva laughed at me at my mispronunciation of gourmet. shiva is such a dear. her laughs make my day. but i think she finds it hard to catch what i say sometimes all the time.

i wish i could learn to stop thinking so fast. and stop trying to multi-task because my mouth cannot dictate my churning thoughts fast enough.

i had a fabulous time with judy the girlfriend yesterday. it was back to the good old days. im glad nothing's changed. we laughed too hard. too much. everything tiny seemed so insanely hilarious. we made love. love love love. thank you for the treats dear. you're the sex.

lady in the water on tuesday with le sister was simply fantastic. the crowd was being stupid as usual. i hate crinkly bags and silly popcorn chewers and slurpy drinkers. so so noisy. but the story was so awesome that people got caught up with cleveland. trying desperately to sought out the healer. the guardian. the interpretator. and the guild from the complex where the story is set. oh such love.

way to go m. night shyamalan. i thought you were indian. every movie of yours is definitely worth a second watch.

a word of caution though : if you didnt enjoy the village. you probably wouldnt enjoy this. the movie was so lit-fied it was amazing. if i could do a critical analysis of lady in the water. i'd probably get much better marks than just the miserly 20 percent i got.

candyheart. my love for you simply grows and grows. nothing beats more than seeing the smile light up in your eyes and your delighted squeal as i shower you with love and gifts. your reaction today was priceless ((: im so so glad that you loved your gifts. wear it. wear it everyday. and be reminded of me everywhere you go.

your chocolates were heaven sent.

what you told me today will always be etched in my mind. i want you to tell me again tmr. and please dont be so cruel as to snap your fingers and stab me in the back as i get up to leave. whispering in my ears that it was all just a dream. even if it is a dream. please pretend. so that i'll have a bigger reason to smile.

thank you for being so patient with me all these while. you have indulged me with things i can never make up for in material gifts. i have never felt this.. happy in such a long while. but i dont want karma to happen to me. so im going to take a passive approach. wait and have things unfold themselves.

i love money. thank god for my pay ((:

if you get any sexier than that. i'll chew my toes (:

please say you like me too.

riahh ranted at 8:25:00 PM