Friday, July 07, 2006
i am feeling emo now.

i want to slit my wrists. OMG SO CLICHE. no lah. ive just been reading my past entries. ok. and they are so fucked up. i just want to die. no they're really fucked up. MY BLOG IS BORING LAH. gosh. i mean then. even in my year one. hahaha. so lame. i was so hung up over refat and all that dingdong. REFAT LEH OMG.

no that didnt make me feel better. im still. emo.

i want to talk to people. i want to get in touch with reality again. OMG ANOTHER CLICHE. i need to study. lit two. ON ON. i will get my first E in literature. YESSAH! i want to take up a passive approach to.. LIFE. hahaha. yes. slow down and smell the stupid flowers and all that nonsense.

which reminds me abt sth nadia mentioned last week. women hate flowers. I HATE FLOWERS. ok no i dont hate flowers. but i think flowers are impractical gifts. HEH HEH. if you give me things i'll just keep them and not do anything about them. aiziah candyheart's cookie IS STILL HERE AFTER A WEEK. OMG. and all the chocolates from v-day. HAHAHAHAHA. denise your ferrero is still in my wardrobe :D lols.

ok this is nonsense.

oh my he has got such blue blue eyes. so sexy. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i love his eyes. i am such a perfectionist. good things happen when i least expect it. i love that. iago was orgasmic today ok? i mean the badder he is the more he appeals to me. SO SEXY. *fans self. i want to marry iago. and he MUST have the same blue eyes. yes yes yes. those blue eyes. OMG. this is rubbish lah.

ok thanks papa bear. im not so emo anymore.

i like my blue-eyed angel (: smile, my angel. and drown me in those clear depths again.

riahh ranted at 10:15:00 PM