Monday, July 10, 2006
ask me. ask me what everyone else asked me. ask me what everyone else is asking me. and i'll tell you the answer. lean in close and hear me whisper the magic words.

no.

sweet loving, angel. a crushed rose. lavender candles. our sanctuary.

today lit paper was screwed. well not for persuasion anyway. THAT was ok. i wrote 4 pages. and i didnt even plan. AND i took 1h15mins to complete. BUT i still had more than enough time for SFS. hahaha. fuck everyone OK? that was the first paper of the entire examination that i have completely nothing to bull about. my longest para was the one about the characters' names. BWAHAHAHAHAHA. some original. way to go riah! you're heading straight to the pits.

ms ng refused to let me go to sleep. ROAR. so anyway i wrote ONE PAGE. there's a proper ending and everything too (: dear mr andrew. sfs is some fucked up ok. hahaha. YAY ITALY. and yes speaking of italy. i am horribly jolted by a sense of twisted humour each time i look up and see pink's brazen ITALIA windbreaker.

most people suspected sth was wrong when they realised that they have plenty of time left after having completed both questions. HURRAH.

me : so how did you do for sfs?
faizal : it was ok ah. i didnt have much to write.
me : *hopeful* so how many pages?
faizal : uhh. three?
me : ^($#^%(@^%@#%^$*%^@$#&%^@$#

i should stop asking people like him. DEMORALISES ME. daffi was funny. hahaha. we were pretending we knew what we were writing and stuff. i heart daffi bro! (: ok tmr all out mugging for ECONS.

breakfast/lunch with liyi girlfriend. shopped at ART FRIEND. that place is whoaaaa. my creativity is overflowing. ok not that i had much to begin with. HEH HEH. art people are so cool. they have like an exclusive place to shop. like JUST FOR THEM. super awesome right? i know. and then i came home and slept.

im changing. i know i am. i can feel myself changing. and im loving it. cause if you asked me where my self-confidence stood on a scale of ten to one. mine would be 11 ((: OK AND WTF. ive turned into a shopaholic. half the things i buy i dont/cant even use OK. damn.

me : char what do you call someone who's crazy about shopping?
char : shopaholic?
me : whatever it is ive got a BAD case of it. its fucked up.
char : i know! i spent $80 in 3 hours.
me : i know what you mean.
char : we're so dead riah love.
me : but at least we'll DIE happy. while the world weeps. OMGWTF SO EMO.

aiya so random. i shouldnt be here. where is daffi bro? i need to find himmm. lols.

mum's always complaining that i should go without food altogether when she sees how much i eat. rocks. aiyaaaa. its all about BALANCE mum. hahaha.

dear angel. we'll meet at lovers' end.

ps. i like you.

riahh ranted at 8:44:00 PM