Monday, July 24, 2006
how's that? surprises after surprises. and its only the first day of school.

life's so unfair. ha. ha. and then this is the part where people go - oh. i must have done something bad in the past to deserve this. bla bla bla. like fuck you people. there are things that do happen for no reasons at all. but..

why me?

so she's going. oh i'll come back and visit she says. thats what they all say. but they never do come back. they go out there. away from the dull monotonous life of mi. and miraculously they forget about the life they once had back here. dont give me promises if you mean to keep them. i'd rather you hurt me now then make me wait in vain for you. make me wait in vain for someone who's never coming back.

and all these months of.. whatever it is. we're just gonna blow it out like we would a candle flame? cause thats what it is now. something so fragile. so warm. so easy to put out. just one tiny puff and its gone.

whispers goodbye.

leave bitch. and dont ever come back. i hate you for ever coming here and for making me feel like we're the best thing that ever happened. for making me feel that there's someone out there who'd make me feel good about myself because you know and i know that i dont.

im selfish. but i'll get over it. all i need is time. i have plenty of it. people come and go. and you're just one of them. if you're lucky. i'll remember you months down the road. i'll remember you as the one whose blade cut me the deepest.

now leave bitch. and dont ever come back.

OKAY. enough of emo shiznits.

on a happier note. i miss the regularz tons again. ive never met a sillier bunch of people who are very very high maintanence people. hahaha. i thought i got over that bad habit after coming here. but CANT RESIST. old habits die hard and all that dingdongs ((: the amount we spend each time we go out is enough to save millions of starving kids in africa. you got it.

we are rich. spoilt. and we're loving it ((:

omgomgomg. i actually passed history. HAHAHAHAHA ((: what a bleeding miracle. when i pointed this out to mr lee he remarked - unbelievable. hahaha. silly silly mr lee :D

joshua regained his memory! WHAT A FARCE! ((: hahaha. daffi had us all in stitches about his whole praise the Lord thing. man! so funny. aiyaaa. why he bother to regain his memory also? no one's paying him attention still. hurhur. and he actually told judy that he's got a phobia about toilets ever since the terrible and unfortunate incident. yeah terrible AND unfortunate.

for us. not him.

hahahaha ((: ok omg im so mean. hehs.

that he/she/it who's been eavesdropping around ME is still at it. mannnn. what a sick ass.

meya didnt come today. so i had some ahem. special moments with mel. and char afters. and daffi. hahaha. nudges mel and char. APPLE! ((: hahahaha. i totally didnt remember that but they jolted my memory. hahaha! so funny please. so we did this little reminiscing about OBS and all. char cant cook rice :DD

takes out an apple n marathons through it - www.blogofjudy.blogspot.com

hahaha. i think only me judy char and mel would know who im talking about :D

pe was fun. i hate pe. fucking small courts. couldnt they take in a smaller intake for badminton? i hate having to duck and avoid the bloody shuttlecocks and people's rackets. damn. but i felt pretty afters. heh. i miss my girlfriends! I MISS CANDYHEART! )): pouts.

riahh ranted at 6:53:00 PM