Saturday, July 01, 2006
nothing like a good hug that wouldnt solve most quarrels. HILMIEEE! if ever you read this. i love you.

i feel superior to most of you people out there. no im serious. i have this intense resentment towards people who cant seem to understand a particular language. and in my case. english. there is a certain refinement and class when one converses in english. le royale language. queen's english. singaporeans are a bunch of unrefined and uncouth boors. yes. science and language dont go together. ok maybe thats just for MI. but still. the poly people who dont take fms or mass comm? where language is no longer a requirement?

why am i harping on this again?

because today i watched havoc with darling hardi and i felt so embarrassed when i thought of people who'd watch it and giggle and be amused at -shudders- what they think is porn. grow up people. i swear. there is a selectively good choice of movies out there but there is a lack of appreciative people.

havoc was haunting. it spoke measures of teenage facades and how important family is to anyone. conformity. racial differences. of friendships. surreality. whats real and whats not. making mistakes. and what you get for acting without thinking. there is a sense of humanity in everyone of us. toby showed it when he got upset that he almost shot a woman with her newborn.

sex scenes were nothing short of vulgar. you feel aroused. yet at the same time disturbed at the way sex is portrayed. so hauntingly crude. so.. real. something you could easily relate to. alison and emily were some hot. ok maybe just alison who was played by anne hathaway. haha. and me and hardi thinks that the onscreen alison is just like our alyson and emily is nadiaaa (: ok not that insane but almost there (:

it was a memorable movie not only because it opened my eyes to the world of literature. but also because it was my first m18 movie. WHICH WAS FUCKING DECENT. and also because i watched it with hardieeeeeee (:

oh and to those who feel insulted. please watch. and feel traumatised after that because you know that im torturing you with my silent chants of i told you so. bloody porn lusters. go read shakespeare please. enough romanticised porn to give you a decent nosebleed. oh but wait. i forgot. you dont read english.

some fun out with hardi. THANKS HARDI. we'll get milkshakes on tuesday. bitching was fun. until we ran out of people to bitch about. LOVE YOU (:

and much thanks to cikgu marnee for that lovely lovely lunch treat. heh heh. I DIDNT KNOW SHE WAS MARRIED. oh my. lunch was fun with aly nadia hardi kim and nurus. hahaha. it was fun talking about joshua. especially when we find out that he told different people different versions of the same thing. yes. he was that spastic. what?! im mean?! BUT HE DIDNT EVEN LOSE HIS MEMORY PLEASE.

how can i feel sympathetic towards a loser who has repeatedly lied to me over and over again? i feel cheated. fucking cheated. and i hate that. dont lie to me. i will hate you.

oh yes. hardi drank most of my milo kingkong. heh heh. and kim was busy eating my ice cream. NADIA MADE ME DROP MY ICE CREAM BECAUSE OF HER LALA. so mean ): heh heh. i like their company. they are so nice (: nadia is cute. she and aly hugged me today (: hahahaha. CHEAP THRILLS :D

btw cikgu are you sure your husband is not a pekebun? :D

riahh ranted at 10:34:00 PM