Friday, June 16, 2006
DAY TWENTY-ONE OF HOLIDAYS

soccer unites the world. SMIRKS. ok yeahh. its amazing to see dad and bro scurrying around the house. flitting from one tv to the other. screaming for each other from room to room. fixing up makeshift antennas just so they can get SCTV from indo. well they succeeded a few nights ago anyway. but the cats ran it over. HAHAHAHA. ok im so mean :D so now they're getting live soccer via internet. live feed from some friend of bro's. GOOD LORD. their persistence is overwhelming. they reduce me to blubbering shame ):

I LIKE RICHARD CAUSE HE SAID IM HOT. hahahaha.

i cant believe i just went thru a gruelling econs session ALL BY MYSELF ): it takes some time getting used to. gosh. its hard to sit down and focus at the same time. and its so weird. when i finally sit down and study. i realise how little time i have. ive only really gotten thru PC and MONOPOLY notes and MCQs. i cant imagine how much ive forgotten. ok die. no more B for econs ):

need to mug. now i feel the drive. SO LITTLE TIME. and my gp tutor is breathing down my neck. EXCELLENT. i havent done anything. i should have been drowned at birth. aww lovelove! i miss ms ng all of a sudden. she's so adorable (: nine days left of holidays? HURHUR. lovelove. that'd be less than two weeks to mid years. LOVELY (:

an excellent time to choose to be hooked up to long-lost neopets. blasting clowns off their parachutes and such. i feel scrummy. heh heh. i want to shower. time passed too fast today. i didnt even realise and hours flew by. i want to read some more agatha christie. studying gives me a sense of foreboding. sunday looms ever nearer. im not living in a bubble. i can feel the panic rising. i should stop my daily ritual of coming online.

someone scored! i dont even have to watch. lols and i'd know the score. goshh. judy lovelove heard a roar coming up from around her condo when england finally scored. booo. england is terribly retarded please.

i sms too fast. beep beep goes the phone. three seconds later a worthy reply is sent. i do everything in such a rush. rushrushrush. i need to learn to slow down. smell the flowers and feel the sunshine and bla bla bla. speak too fast. eat too fast. but im not growing fast enough. HAHAHA (: i want to rush things. I WANT RESULTS.

ok i need to study again after this. i will finish MC today and do MCQs. tmr i will.. IM NOT GONNA SAY. what if i dont do? i'll feel so disappointed i'll just kill myself. sighhs. ok i want to go change my tagboard now. and myabe my layout too. OK BYE.

nine days left and IM NOT COUNTING ANYMORE! ):

riahh ranted at 9:23:00 PM