Saturday, June 24, 2006
DAY TWENTY-EIGHT OF HOLIDAYSstudies.
omg. totally unnerving. its terrible. i
have been studying. but why do i feel that the faster i try to digest the
faster time seems to fly? neck and neck we race. im so
afraid. what if i dont make it well enough? econs econs
econs. I WANT THAT
A. ok thanks. totally not possible at this juncture when ALL I DO IS WATCH
YOUTUBE! wtf wtf wtf. hahaha. you people are horrendous.
narcissim is unavoidable
lah. your blog. your personal space. and all that dingdong. you cant hate her/him/them/whoever for rambling on and on abt their boobs. or their lack of intellect. tho they'd have to be
pretty intelligent to recognise
that. BUT THATS NOT THE POINT. and yeahh. who'd admit that they're dumb anyway? *dumb blondes swim into focus. ohhh. nods.
i feel like rambling tonight. i mean morning. and its not even the twenty-eighth day
lah. its 3 am now. and it should be the
twenty-ninth day already. but im such a
stickler for routines. and i like things to be neat. omg omg. hahaha. im so
hercule poirot please. that little man is such a wonder. AND GUESS WHAT? hahaha. while reading one of his stories. I HAVE NOTES ON OTHELLO TOO. hurhurhur. what an
awesome surprise i tell you :D
oh
iago. i have ignored you for weeks now. never leave me yes? we will make some awesome love when mrs meya's lessons come a-calling. you are orgasmic OH MY LOVELOVE IAGO :D and of course at this juncture. im imagining
johnny depp as iago. *fans self. hotness reincarnate please.
lovely to note that gp tutor is
still breathing down my lovely slender neck. *breathes. hurhurhur.
when a stranger calls anyone? ROAR. i didnt get to watch that. boo.
i need to learn to use the
comma more. DANG. but then it wouldnt look so pretty and.. and..
neat anymore. i need
symmetry in my life. hurhur. what a
contrast really. i mean looking at the way i study. papers. books. pens. strewn all over. i love mess. I NEED MESS. if its too tidy it hurts the eye. lol. like what was that point about loving symmetry and all that nonsense again?
some people are
so sensitive. or lets put it this way. maybe
IM insensitive. hmm. yeahh i think thats the case most times. hurhur. but really people. you talk about
loving yourself. and not
let words get you down. and bla bla bla? and then I.
RIAHHH. come around and look at you and decide your face is
not pretty enough. and i bitch about you. and then you get upset. and call
hordes of other bimbotic and skirt-twirling
babies to come crawling. not that this
is happening now. FRET NOT FRIENDS WHO CARE. hahaha. ive been good :D
well save for that little bit of trouble with
KOH CHOON KIT. rocks.
need.. to.. learn.. to.. use.. comma. faints.
i think this is the most
un-holidayish and
un-narrative-ish entry so far. i dont knw why the fuck i wanted to write abt
every single day of my holidays too. not that there's much to write really. but the thing is. once i start i just cant seem to stop. the symmetry MUST NOT be broken. blablabla.
i need to see a shrink.i'd love to have a
proper black diary where i'd be able to bitch at any time of the day. so that i wont forget a thought that passes thru my mind. i wished i had
many hands so i could write every single
random thought that flits thru my mind. because you see when i think of sth. it'd disappear
almost instantaneously if someone talks to me. SHORT TERM MEMORY. yes i attribute that fact to YOU PEOPLE. peace out. hurhur.
i bought a
purple cow notepad a few days earlier. it was
purple and it had a
cow on it. ITS A GOOD BUY! (: but when i reached home and unwrapped it with much vigour. i discovered to my
utmost disappointment that inside the little box. it contained nth but plain yellow note paper and a tiny purple pen. and so goes my motto for life -
do now. REGRET LATER.ok so
sis is discussing abt setting up a business with her friend. you know poly and their
seemingly endless opportunities bla bla bla. and yes when i inquired into the field she's thinking of venturing into. she mentions
youth to youth. snorts. YOUTH TO YOUTH? i
screamed politely asked. and it got me wondering. youth in singapore.
ahem. and
definitely probably the rest of the world. dont care about other youths. believe me. they only care about themselves no matter how much they wail about their boyfriends/cats/trees/mother nature/life/blablabla. you wana talk about youths today? i'll tell you about youths today.
emo is
in. everything else is
out. if you dont like punk rock. alternative. indie. or anything else thats categorized.
you suck. if you try to be different despite many unabashed proclamations of
i-am-different-so-shoot-me. you get shot anyway. if you narrate. you're
boring. if you speak in riddles you're
God. youths are smarter in this era. thank God for that. this is the emo era. where everything is simply
emo. if you're sad you're
emo. if you're angry you're
emo. if you're everything else.
you dont belong. the only place you can feel happy is on the
dance floor. happiness is almost unheard of. mychemicalromance is love. red and black is in. emo emo emo. if you're happy.
slit your wrists.
be emo.
yay. im campaigning for youths to be emo :D
sometimes when i peruse my lovely
brother's cell phone. i have a sudden urge to hug him and show him my
sayang emoticon on msn and tell him its ok that he's
adopted. how HOW can anyone go thru life labelling your family members as
sister. sister 2. mother. and father on your cell? WTF?! hahaha. terribly ridiculous that.
i am sister. naturally. and sis is sister 2. sadded.
most people write good stuffs without knowing the ACTUAL meaning of the words or phrases they use. hahaha. I AM ONE GOOD EXAMPLE (: i write them in because having come across the word so many times. i know that it'd fit right in with my sentence.
in essence sounds good at the beginning of a conclusion. and that sort of thing yes?
liar liar pants on fire! hahaha. yes. i am still
very adamant on this point. I HATE LIARS. lols. some stupid girls would use
abhor. and that sounds
stupid if you imagine them mouthing the word. ebbbb-whoreeee. yes you whore. you sound like you're gagging on a blowjob for the first time. eyes wide open and your mouth a perfect O. ewwww. repulsive much. ANYWAY. yes i cant stand it when people tell me pretty white lies. once bitten twice shy people. i never fall for the same thing twice. IDIOTS.
just because im gullible. pralalala. dont be nonsense lah please. there's a fine line btw nonsense and proper white lies.
oh dear. ive written
so much. and im enjoying myself :D hahaha. i
need to bake again. i need to tone up my arms. hurhur. baking does wonders (: oh and if you're feeling emo. cough cough. peel almonds. hahaha. yes thats what i did (: and i felt all better. awwwww (:
2 days left and counting :D
riahh ranted at
2:57:00 AM
