Monday, June 12, 2006
DAY SIXTEEN OF HOLIDAYSit has been a wasted day and i feel
wasted. i tried not to eat too much. given the fact that i have been lying on my back all day. well. maybe my sides too. hahaha. it has been a most
lovely sunday. raining and all. and i have taken to finishing
two of my
agatha christies (: yes well she is such an excellent writer that one feels deeply regretful to put it down merely to clear one's bowels.
ok wtf. i sound like
hercule poirot. and i think he is an
excellent little man. a bit too stiff and too..
asymmetrical for my liking. hahaha. a perfectionist of sorts yes? (:
engage the little grey cells. or so he says. this egg-shaped man. he is the current
loveeee of my life (: I DIDNT EVEN BORROW ANY OF MISS MARPLE'S. i should be shot. she's such a quaint dear old lady. hurhur.
i am very
susceptible in every sense. it shows even in my writing. i do not need to write and experiment. i read. and i will deliver
exactly the same style that another has adopted (: it just comes off on you lahh. you know? hahaha. im not sure if its a good thing though. hmmm.
people with
horrendous english appall me to no end. even the half-decent ones surprise me. why why
WHY cant people understand and correct the simple misuse of the word
A LOT? its
two words. not
one. it irks me to no end i tell you. and yet i feel so.. so..
retarded. HAHAHA. yeah just sitting by and unable to do anything.
i feel so sad. recently i was hooked to a game called
SHOPAMANIA. that game is
wayyy cool i tell you. i mean its a bit
retarded for some of you
hardcore gamers out there. but it pleased me endless (: i mean you're this
stupid worker who's got no money to buy medicine for your
sick hamster so you find work at this
stupid shop called
spendmore. dealing with customers and all. heh heh. FUNNN (: ok anyway.
i cant play anymore! cause the free trial EXPIRED. booo ): will someone buy me the game for my birthday? ):
MY BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR IS SOME EXCITING (: hahaha. yayy. super cant wait please (: to see what people have in store for meeee. hahaha.
richard lovelove is back from
nz again! and it seems it will be permanent! (: hahaha. we're hanging out tmr (: so sweet of him to say that he's forgotten to get me sth back from nz. i really really
really wanted that cow tho ): oh wells. he said he'll get me sth else from singapore then. HURHUR. i toldcha my bday this year was awesomage. hahaha. cause i get to choose what i want for my
lovely lovely eighteenth (:
that lovely lovely mop does not entice me as much as it used to do ): i profess myself disappointed. i had wanted sth more. but absence apparently does not seem to make MY heart grow fonder. hahaha ok im so
meann. i have debated within myself. for some reason or other.
my reasoning has quelled my
impulsive nature. was i merely following the advice of others? why should i lead my life by religiously following that
stupid horoscope who entices me to do this
that and
the other?
maybe when he comes back it will be different. i hope it does. i
really wanted sth to come out of it. its times like these that you find your faith in God falters.
you pray so hard yet it does not come. is it so that He knows better? i dont knw. people wished things would go their way most times. hurhur. id rather have things
my way.
regret it and
move on (: i do move on.
i do. look at that
moron. it took a year. but i did do it. time. all i need is
time.
oh. that stupid crazy frog version of
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS is ever so stuck in my head (: really that frog! world cup results are satisfactory so far (:
ENGLAND SUCK LAH. okbye.
14 days left and counting.
riahh ranted at
12:48:00 AM
