Friday, May 12, 2006
ok like. hiee to new skin (: haha. i dont think its that nice. but its a change from my drama queen. changes once in a while is good. but vast changes sometimes do such damage to one's well-being. it wouldnt be the first time that ive said it. and it probably wouldnt be the last. but i really hate changes. especially if it seemingly brings about negativity.

im not as happy as i am around hilmieee anymore. people change right? yeah well. he's happy where he is now. so it'd be stupid to go up to him and burst his bubble. like it'd be so stupid to go up and say - hi. you've changed. but im not gonna say anything about it cause you're my best friend. so i guess i'll just have to shut up about it and pretend everything's fine and dandy.

yeah it is for him. but its not for me. things were uncomfortable and yinks for a bit yesterday. and it took a lot on my part to ignore a lot of the things he said which hurt. a lot. i hate his people-person attitude. like. if he doesnt know ONE new person a day. he'd totally combust and die or sth. and he walks around town staring at every single person to see if he knows them. how fucking irritating is that? so the whole world knows you. yay. can we focus on stuffs at hand first?

but i like sera. i think she's so cool. she and liyi are like super alike :D i was totally mesmerized by her voice. so captivating. haha. totally doesnt match her demeanor and stuffs (:

pissed with hilmi from the start yesterday anyway. he knew me and liyi ended class at 11.15 and he still called and msged and ASKED US TO HURRY UP. fucking cb. if you cant wait. please go on your own. YEAH THANKS. have some common sense and decency lahh. and how about a little consideration? i should have walked much slower than i did yesterday just so i could piss your pants right off.

IT TOOK A LOT NOT TO TREAT HIM LIKE I DO JOSHUA.

usual anamalai bk lunch. roamed the whole of toa payoh looking for ways to spend money on. and a toilet cause i felt like poo-ing after all that onion shiznits in my whopper. and because hilmi needed to change into his tee. went up to some building which housed a cinema. sakae and swensons :D we rushed to the third floor but we werent allowed entry to the toilets because we didnt have a ticket. what nonsense lahh.

hilmieee unbuttoned his shirt and rushed into the wonderfully mirrored lift when it opened. the doors closed and he hurried changed into his tee. we stood around laughing for a minute or so and then.. we realised we were still on the third floor.

hilmi - so like we're planning to stay on the third floor or what?

dissolved into much laughter. bought enough food for a lifetime at ntuc. HAHA. ok so we took our time to get to the stadium. met her and her a little group of friends at the bottom of the bridge. hilmi walked by and coughed SLUT into his hand. her little friends asked in horror - what did he say?! and there was a little mumbling of sth and that and the other. and the whole lot of them dissolved into cackles screams worthy of a hyena giggles. err. ok.

anyway. no wonder she's so fat and stuffs. she kept buying food like every 15 mins or sth. hilmi screamed SLUT each time she walks past. lols. ANYWAY. we went crazy screaming for garnet. and making fun of their melayu cheer and stuffs. my God. what a way to brainwash millennia. i think we had a good cheer or sth like that. cheerleading com was such an embarrassment i nearly cried. why? why are we so invaded by the mcs? ):

ONYX SO RAWKS LAHH. hahaha. totally loved their cheerleading routine. a bit of boo-boo with char in the beginning but the rest was flawless (: no house even came THAT close. hehs. congrats love! and congrats onyx. for like winning the house cup again. haha.

sang myself hoarse during the school song. i think i scared half the years ones with my high-pitched screaming. i sang so loudly that i really felt something cramping up in my throat. HAHA. so fun. should try that again (: and then of course little miss prissy came with him claiming that he loves her so much. to which i pointedly ignored.

pilgrimage to the interchange afters. is liyi hilmieee and me. the guys' first time sitting right in front. so cute. lols. quick ride to town. sent is off at the bus stop. and waited till the bus left before moving off. ACTUALLY I SEND EVERYONE OFF THE SAME WAY. thankyou. he doesnt get preferential treatment or anything. id treat you the same way too ok?

didnt watch voice as planned. walked a bit. waited for sera. I LIKE SERA! ate dinner with sera and gang at food republic. a bit of a hoo ha with hilmieee's food which kinda appalled me a little which again i pointedly choose to ignore. played with cute baby boy. made fun of liyi's and her apparent attraction to old indian men. HAHA. nudge nudge. wink wink. lols.

CAME HOME.

riahh ranted at 10:56:00 PM