Saturday, May 20, 2006
i found him.
no i mean it. I FOUND HIM! :DD
its been a hellish what two three days? terrible. tempers running high. miscommunication hitting left right and centre. that terrible urgency. constant rush rush. DEJA VU! im a terrible person under pressure. i like it. the pressure i mean. but it shows the worst in me.
i found him.
to
every single aOne-ners who have contributed one way or another THANKYOU. so so much. for really taking in my shitty attitude and swallowing it down and telling me
nicely that i was
just being
paranoid. YOU GUYS ARE SUPER NICE. i heart you so.
i found him.thank you for staying up through the night to complete my impossible paranoid demands.
mariam love. you had pre-u sem the next day yet you still made the effort.
ISKANDAR. after the i-day rehearsal. you came back and did your thang. when i called you were cool. cool like cucumber. AISHAYY. stylo milo please :D
azura. if you helped in any way. thanks love (:
i found him please. i really did :D
siettie and mum. THANKYOUSOMUCH. enough said.
mel and her lovely mum. you guys were wonderful. and to erm. her dad. NOTHING SAID. dont say anything. im embarrassed already just thinking abt it ): LOLS.
jessie baby! you were adorable! *brownie brownie* HAHAHA. please people. whatever you read. its just here and nowhere else ok.
everyone's exposing my secrets. where am i gonna put my face really? tskk.
i lost it a few times over the past few days. one can only read and understand so much -
buzz in my ears. i heard nothing but buzz. i felt the words flowing. i felt the anger coursing. i saw people. heads turned. eyes of fire. yet i heard nothing. yeah i heard nothing. i lashed out at josh and i didnt realise it.
AT ALL.
miscommunication. gahh.
ic of a food stall. terrible much please. esp if you have people who
refuses to cooperate.
CARNIVAL WAS SO MUCH FUN PLEASE (:
ivan lim is orgasmic to no end. my respect for him has heightened a
million-fold. i think.. no wait. he IS sexy. haha. my god. i think everyone went out to support him. haha. i had a try. SHY LAHH. what if i missed? :D
girls were shreeeeking! haha. atmosphere was good.
I HEART YOU SO MR IVAN LIM. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo. haha. girls were crazy.
i remembered telling ms ng -
if i wasnt straight. i would go for you. haha. insanity. i heart her too.
my cookies sold well (: people told me it was one of the
best-sellers. i have people asking for my number so they could order more. MY GOD. im so happy please please please! (: OK CALL ME. i make three million for you. no problemo.
HAUNTED HOUSE! haha. ok HOUSES.
aFour and err joel's class. heart you guys too! for like totally making my day? (: HAHA. ok joel's class' was really good. LIKE really good. it had me prancing around and screaming in an ungodly unabashed manner. yay for impressions.
HAHA YEWHAO SCREAMED TOO PLEASE. esp the one where the woman jumped out from behind the screen. haha. hilarious.
i dedicated
the a song.
i wanted to play
aThree's soccer booth! BOO. i didnt get the chance. haha. i was blowing at a little terrapin. trying to give it a little breeze. it popped its head in in terror and wiggled its arms and legs. helplessly flailing about.
a guy stared at me.
): awwwwww. i know he thinks im crazy -
i know you know i love you. IAGO IS HOTNESS. LOVELOVE KISSKISS.
and i know that i was high
not because of anything else but because of one thing.
just one thing.
i could be wrong. im
nearly always wrong. can i be right now? but how can two opposite beings..? OK NVM.
i took a week. so many faces. so many people.
and i found him. i really did (:CHEAP THRILL RIAH COME ON BITCH WAKE UP KISSKISS LOVELOVE.
riahh ranted at
9:59:00 PM
