Tuesday, May 16, 2006
i remembered today was a good day.

i remembered smiling non-stop. i remembered the hot flushes that was uncalled for. i remembered so many things today that made me smile and smile and smile. and then there was the warm flutterings.

oh be still my fluttering heart.

it could be nothing more than just crazy illusions on my part. but a girl can dream. and if it isnt meant to be. i'd just fall back to solid ground. shaking my head. telling myself that i should have known better.

those smiles!

going insane. school is a much better place to be in after all :D

econs thingie whatsits after school tmr! yay! (:

i came home and slept like a pig. what did i accomplish today? absolutely nothing. NO NOT NOTHING. hahahahaha :D i didnt buy my baking stuffs today. im pooped. i wana sleep ): baking is driving me insane. yay. not that ive started. going insane. carnival is driving me insane.

CARNIVAL! yay (: going to fuhua on thursday to sell carnival coupons. i SO get to miss gp and econs and HISTORY. miss me people :D

carnival carnival! im so high! (: econs tmrrrrrr! like yayy! (:

actually in life. the things that you really desire dont always come. but the things that you dont expect. happens all the time. havent you always had those I WANT I WANT I WISH I WISH thingie whatsits going on? well sorry to burst your bubbles people. 99 percent of the time. they just dont happen. you think life's full of surprises? well they're not exactly surprises. these people/things were always there its just that YOU NEVER TAKE NOTICE OF THEM (:

btw do you know that you can tell when there is a jumping-off-the-building suicide? yupps. im sure you know that they dont die because of the impact upon landing on the hard ground. they die up there in mid air. somewhere midway. cause of pressure. like when you take the NLB new lifts and you rush all the way down from the 14th floor without stops. your ears'll hurt. or when you swim too deep? same case right? YEAH.

scary cause when the pressure is so great as you're falling through midair. your veins nearest the surface of your skin BURST. like ewwww. so you'd feel the blood before the body lands (:

here is a cute video. sth light hearted. about cats! :D hahaha. made me laugh that. it did. or maybe its so easy to make me laugh now. everything makes me laugh. HAHA. ok lahh. i dont want to make out too much of it (:

the video : http://www.alldumb.com/item/24306/

lalala :D

make me smile make me smile!

riahh ranted at 11:05:00 PM