Tuesday, May 23, 2006
its the little things that make me smile. monday made me smile (:

reading too much into things can hurt people sometimes. yet they still choose to do it. so they remain in their little deluded world. hovering over the edge of the truth and the unknown. for reasons unknown to myself even. i have steadfastly avoided him. HAHAHA. ok im insane.

but then again it could be pure coincidence.

i miss him ): i want to see his nice nice [insert choice of color] eyes looking at me. big huge eyes. haha. he's insanely cute please.

OMGOMGOMG. HE IS LIKE TOTAL HOTNESS REINCARNATE PLEASE. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

sometimes i get these bursts of complete and absolute insanity (: uncontrollable. im thinking too much of him these days. i shouldnt. it doesnt serve me any good. i want to live life a day at a time (: AND BECAUSE OF THAT I SHALL THINK OF HIM ANYTIME I WANT TO.

omg. i have classmates staring at me when i doze off into space with a spastic smile on my face. so retarded please.

stayed in school till late doing assignments. all by myself. and then this year 3 rugger asked me to turn down the volume of my mp3. grrr. headache much please. no music filling the inside of my brains. feels empty and light headed. HAHA.

im off to eat dinner and stuffs (: but i feel happy everytime i walk past. really i do. even tho its sth small and probably insignificant. its there (: smileee world cause riah's happy!

oh i bought a bag today. HAHA. felt like it. impulse. crap. CHAR saw me! looking dishevelled and stuffs. i just woke up from a long bus ride! why do you people always catch me at my worst moments ah? ):

please God. can you make tmr a much much better day than it was today? (:

riahh ranted at 8:15:00 PM