Saturday, April 15, 2006
ok like. i know ive been mean in my previous post. i know its a lame ass reason to give but i was really driven when i wrote that post. and i wont apologise for what ive written because i meant what i wanted to say. saying sorry is hypocritical and erasing the earlier post would serve zilch purpose because the deed's done.

but im apologizing if i was blunt and straightforward with my words.

its been super long since i last blogged and i think i'll write in a few of the more significant events that spanned over the past few week or so.

regularz dinner - april's fool

wency couldnt make it that day and me and yew hao were pretty apprehensive about the whole dinner. after a bit of a haggle deciding where to eat we finally settled on manhattan (: me and yew hao ordered the usual while queen and gin ordered their little set meals WHICH THEY DIDNT FINISH ANYWAY. lols. sinful! :D walked a bit and chilled at TCC. that was fun. we reminisced a lot about the old days which is really super funny no matter how many times we talk about it. talked about some good reads. and basically just laughed the place down.

I DONT LIKE TCC LAHH. next time go starbucks kayys? :D

cycling session with buddy

hahaha. what an exercise. terrible. been ages since i last cycled. AND WTF. he woke me up so early in the morning lahhs! lols. we were insane to be at east coast park before 10 in the morning. zzz. cycled THE WHOLE STRETCH of ecp (: achievment! he so nice mann. let me cycle at my turtle pace. lols. ehh i scared okayys! and afters my butt hurt like hell. cant seem to walk properly. oh and i brought such a huge bag! as if i wanted to go camping or sth. SO MALUFYING! ): saw a few hot guys jogging. glanced at them and they CAUGHT ME STARING! omg. so embarrassing! lols!

bm trombonists

im really proud of andy. i think he has surpassed me in being a great SL. he really takes into consideration the problems that arises within the section. my principle was easy : not happy? quit. but he really makes the effort to ask and delve into their problems and probe endlessly until he resolves whatever misunderstanding that they have. lots of tears and frustrated screaming and such. but he persisted. REALLY persisted. and at the end of it all. a new trombone section emerged. tougher. stronger. and more together (:

ok even though OMG-I-FORGOT-HIS-NAME-AGAIN! was a tad rude when he talks to andy he has reasons behind it. im happy that my section is happy (: and im really proud of andy for really going all out to make our section much happier :D

azman

i just never knew you would stoop so low as to implicate your sister into this whole matter. granted you may not like me. but you shouldnt judge my ability just because of our misunderstanding. you havent seen me. how can you say that of me? you think im fierce? why dont you ask the members if im fierce when im conducting? but i didnt make a big fuss out of it. i gave them a choice. i didnt force those who didnt want to play under me. shrugs. WHATEVER DUDE.

oh and i fell down on friday on my way to bm band. and it was ultra embarrasing and such and like I DONT KNW WHERE TO HIDE MY FACE! im damn certain my skirt hitched up cause i sustained an abrasion on my thighs. omgomg. let me just DIE. hahaha :D

unity concert - resonance one

im super proud of every single one of you for having made it this far (: your repertoire awed me. i hardly picked out significant mistakes save for the occasional squeaks from the clarinets. your oregon and merry widow is a far cry from the pieces that you guys used to play :D really super damn proud of you man! (: i loved your follow the river intro for phantom. but i did find phantom a bit messy with the cuts and pastes but overall GREAT JOB (: the theatre totally sucks lahh. didnt do justice for your tone. REFAT GAVE US SUCKY SEATS! perc ensem was so funny especially when refat greatly resembled a kacang putih man. HAHAHA.

regularz were totally making fun of that lahh. laughed like crazy during interval over his USA achievements. lols. and laughing about how he looked like conducting and stuff. omg. we're so bad. haha. laughed like hell man :D and he was dancing around to merry widow! hahaha. reminisced and such. THATS WHAT WE ALWAYS DO ANYWAY (:

no offense but some songs will always be bm's songs. songs like one moment and abba gold. haha BM rawkks at those lahh :D ms tan even told mai that no one beats bm's abba gold! SO HAPPY! (:

but much thanks to waffle and DENISE HONEY for standing up for me when me and yew hao were refused entry during your rehearsal. lols. he must have been shocked dao but whatever. lols. and eugene nearly freaked me half to death lahh with that msg (: hope you girls loved my gifts (:

refat came and talked to us afters (: really nice of him. FOR THAT MOMENT ONLY LAHH. and i hugged kk! omg he's so handsome. cant stand him. i even told him that i was afraid that i had gotten the wrong person cause he's so handsome! :D he still can say - i know. haha! hope everyone's high and happy and such (:

and joe said sth so weird to me. SHOCKED DAO. msged him a bit and his reply totally shocked me man.

me and yew hao spent super a lot while waiting for concert to start. zzz. as usual :D hahaha.

bm carnival

band performed good (: bit of glitches but they are really improving. they managed do enka in 4 practices! 2 sectionals and 2 combined. HEY THATS DAMN GOOD OK? and see lahh. the trumpets. the day before dont want to sectional with me. came in wrong and your melody with flutes was so bad lahh. your tempo was wrong. at least i took the time to correct the flutes. tenor and alto sax your parts are coming out (: CLARINETS! im so glad you remembered your phrasing. super proud of you guys (: wahidah's solo was DISASTROUS. both times.

dont look down on bm band (: we're moving to the top. slowly but surely (: loves!

results

haha! a total step up from PROMOS! (: i only failed history (: but even then. ms nora was all smiles when she told me how well i did for my IR essay (: she couldnt stop smiling and praising me in this really gentle and proud voice and I WANTED TO BAWL RIGHT THERE AND THEN. omg i cant believe i wrote that essay (: i did so well for malay also lahh. OMG! jules got 75 and i was close at 71 (: cikgu marnee's a real terrific teacher! :D

ECONS : C
HIST : F
LIT : AO
GP : C5
MALAY : B [i think. lols. confirmed results not out yet.]

next time. i should not get carried away with AQ. will rmb to state my stand FIRST (: happpy for everything else. hehe.

lit project

it tested the friendship btw me and judy again. i was really frustrated at every single thing that day. i stayed up late the night before typing out the reports with is and he couldnt finish the ppt by next morning. WE WERE BOTH LATE. and to make matters worse we werent allowed an extra day's grace. year 2s were denied access to most of the school comps cause they were being rebooted for our project work. cried during class when judy repeatedly apologised. i just wanted to skip lessons and just go finish the darn project. she msged me and all.

i was being unreasonable when we were doing it i know. but i hope all's good and well. the stupid project is off my shoulders and i can lay back and breathe a little. sometimes the line btw friendship and group mate is really tested when a deadline is looming. sighh. i just hope it wont happen again. especially during project work and stuffs. gosh.

sc investiture

mi has an uncanny knack for organising really really good programmes. and the sc investiture on wednesday really had that much of an impact on me. i watched faezah crying as she hugged kim and passed her the mace. i saw a lot of the 2nd SC crying cause they were stepping down. and when the three presidents led the 2nd SC into their last duty. NEARLY BAWLED PLEASE. their last duty was removing their badge ): sobs much. but the 3rd SC was nicee. lols. i dont knw how bartley and toh tuck will merge next year man. that day's cheering competition was uncalled for and was just a measure of who's tougher and such. childish shits.

cip day

visit to the bb home for the aged! (: lols what an eye opening experience. i think everyone in there is senile. no i mean it in a matter-of-fact way. except for DOLLAH! hahaha. ok out of point. anyway. there was this nice lady who was only 57! and she kept making fun of the others. she talked a lot. haha. and she supports PAP! lols. gosh. my malay is actually pretty decent! haha! :D asked a bit and such. i massaged this lady's feet and she laughed cause i was tickling her (: and this old lady was like a hamster! so cute! i waved at her and she waved back! awww! :D this super ti ko man kept looking at my legs each time i walked past. ZZZ!

its like relieving history all over again! some of my classmates had so many interesting stories (: there was this singer who sang at the hotel new world before it collapsed. then there was this former badminton champion. and this guy who was with the british back then and help shoot down all the MCP in the forest! hahaha :D it was fun! really an eye opener.

but it did show too. that you could end up in the same place if you dont have a proper family. these people hardly have people visiting them. and we could tell that some of them really welcomed our presence. they really talked and talked and talked. encouragement really goes a long way. played a little game where they had to throw rubber rings through the cone at a very short distance. and each time they did it we were taught to cheer and clap and smile. and they really liked it (: really touched my heart.

its been a real eye opener this past week. you learn new things as well as how to cope with new situations. zzz. ok its damn long. i shall lament abt the upoming elections and my date out with my kukus after my date with yew hao tmr (:

riahh ranted at 10:20:00 PM