Thursday, April 27, 2006
i am so angry at people who take my things without asking first. irritates the hell out of me. i think i have fallen prey to the words of an instigator yet again. and that pisses me off too. like im allowing myself to be led by the nose like a bloody bull. SIALAH. ok anyway. shall not wallow too much into it. not worth my time of day.

JUST LETTING YOU KNOW. its really rude to take things without permission.

spent the whole day out with buddy yesterday. was forced to. not that i didnt enjoy it. HAHA. i wanted to give my mum a bday surprise at midnight. cant keep the cake at home cause she'll FIND IT! (: managed to skip the dialogue session and meet up with buddy in school to meet mrs chin. and because i forgot to call and make an appointment earlier. we didnt get to sit down and talk with her. thankfully mr chan's forgotten all about it (: yayy! good stuff. so we walked about. stopped by the band for all of two minutes and took a bus to marina. caught take the lead. his kind of show. haha. not mine. it was enjoyable but no wow factor. those kind of feel-good movies yes? lols.

he refused to let me spend on him. zzz. so as usual we shared stuff (: save cost and still enjoy marginal utilty :D if you're with a group of friends. you shouldnt feel embarrassed to ask if you dont have enough. and for those of you who do have the means. you should learn to be more sensitive to people's needs. how can you call yourself friends really if you dont even fulfill the fundamentals of one? i came across this situation last month and its quite sad really. i think they are both self-delusioned. one doesnt care and the other knows but doesnt say anything.

SAD REALLY.

ok yes. so we walked about a lot. looking for little cute stuffs that'll please my mum. ended up acting stupid and lovable on my part! haha. he was deathly embarrassed to be seen with me. SIALAH. what kind of friend mann (: love him loads anyway. i tempted him to eat and he kept telling me not to. so in the end we did end up with a polar peanut coffee cake slice :D after much cajoling on my part. and after much persuading we had one mac FRIES! (: yayy. took lots of bad photos. hilarious. but..

I LOST MY PURPLE STAR ):

finally went home. deposited the cake at tat fung's house. went home. pretended everything was happy and lalala. went back at 1145 hrs and everything was going super smoothly until.. my brother didnt pick up his phone and we didnt have matches -.- so mai went back in took the matches and we proceeded to light it up. only it wouldnt. but it did after awhile. went in. and found out that mum was in the toilet. HAHA. ok so we stood outside the door and went she emerged. bro mumbled sth incoherent. sis screamed HAPPY BIRTHDAY! for all she was worth while i went into an off-tune screaming/screeching rendition of the birthday song.

naturally mummy was taken aback. not sure if its the terribly cacophany or the pleasant shock of it all. blew out candles and stuffs. took pics and WE ATE THE CAKE! after which i promptly collapsed on the bed and fell asleep very much akin to that of a dead duck.

ta daaa! (: thanks yew hao for the bday wish! mum said thanks :D

today was spastic. presentation went alright anyway (: lovely game during pe anyway. haha. much grovelling and hair pulling and crotch groping and boobie smashing :D my team won both times anyway. haha. he got called up to do conditioning but left halfway with an err.. aghast look on his face upon knowing that we had to do 40 jumping jacks. SIALAH.

censorship in singapore on an individual level is a bitch. you cant get what you want. but looking at the big picture. on a society level it has helped us become seemingly ignorant about some things. so we dont know. and we dont talk about it. and even if we do know. we cant talk about it. so we dont bother. and everyone's happy yeahh? (:

ok im done with gp. BYE.

riahh ranted at 2:03:00 PM