Monday, April 24, 2006
i should blog before i really get tired of blogging. haha. cjc's concert on saturday night. yew hao was terribly late so me and wency made him pay the taxi fare (: wency was late too. haha. bf bought her a tamaguchi for her to play. HAHA. bf treats her so well :D anyway. wency is getting too hung up with it. she's delusional :P

it was a new concert hall. the sound was terrible. either that or the band just doesnt have the energy to push the songs forward. most of the songs were uhh. pulled back sorta? lols. yeahh. terrible. some songs you wished it end earlier but the ending never seem to come. crowd was fucking rowdy. WELL BOO TO YOU.

fucking cat calls and cheering and basically just throwing your dignity about. like cant you people even bother to keep your voices down when commenting? still must comment in the middle of the songs. irritating much please. but the emcee was so hot and funny and quirky and cute and smart and..

you get the idea (:

set with kwan and liyi and wency and yew hao and it was pretty awkward and i wish it had been avoided because i hate awkward situations. headed back to bm for a late supper. me and yew hao :D two large fries. one medium fries. one medium coke. two double cheeseburgers. at macD. supper yum! (: talked lots. laughed lots. haha. great night out with buddy yet again.

spent sunday finishing up my homework (: HAHA. ok i feel super happy okayys (: no more strings tying me down. dont wish to owe anymore. it weighs on my conscience and never fails to remind me that i gotta be good if im gonna make it to the top. my benchmark is someone who's studied in USA. have to beat that person. its my one sole motivation. hahaha. OK REGULARZ YOU CAN STOP LAUGHING NOW :D

spent some time stocking up on chocolates (: i feel like crap after my blood donation. i feel wasted. i feel fat. i want to lose weight. i need to lose weight. i cant stand the sight of myself in the mirror. i cant stand the feel of my body. and i keep forgetting to eat my pills. DARN. woozy all day long.

i need to get back to my strict regime. im wavering. i need some form of control back in my life.

chatted some with razi d fatbrain. haha some super old super graduated senior from school. HELLO RAZI (:

omg! like my mum's colleague simon is unbelivably in love with me and everyone's teasing me about it. he's given me buffalo wings. pizza. CHEESE FRIES! :X a chesnut. and since his return from batam yesterday. A HUGE BOX OF MY FAVOURITE INSTANT NOODLES. no i mean like a whole carton more like. zzz. and he asks my mum if he can take me to batam.

HORROR OF HORRORS.

ok enough said. my writing sucks today. its terrible. this is lazy writing. im not driven ): no oomphh today. grrr.

riahh ranted at 6:45:00 PM