Saturday, March 18, 2006
and im so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing she was still here
said im so sick of love songs
so sad and slow
so why cant i turn off the radio?

- neo [so sick of love songs]

many songs follow us through a relationship. its the same with me. many songs ive been afraid to listen for a long time now. afraid that what ive tried so hard to forget would come crashing down again. i catch a whiff of familiar smells or take a familiar bus route or hear songs that was part of my past and im reminded again.

but i have learnt to face up to it. how long am i going to keep on running away?

during thatperiod he typed in the first two lines of the chorus in an entry :

i dont wana run away
but i cant take it i dont understand
if im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
is there anyway that I can stay
in your arms?

can i sing this song to him again one day? <3

there are other songs. but it'll take more time to face up to it.

ok lahh. this is so loser :D i shall die now. bye.

riahh ranted at 6:14:00 PM