Wednesday, February 01, 2006
i sat beside an old man in the mrt on the way to pasir ris and im wondering if he's had his shower. so here's another genre of people i cant seem to tolerate : people who dont seem to have a sense of personal hygiene. how can anyone leave home in the morning without showering and stuffs? THATS SUPER YUCK LAHHS. disgusting much please.

seems like i dont like many people. hahaha. i cant stand certain flaws in people. i just have an undeniably high standard of everything lahhs. must be my upbringing. what a terribly sad and lonely life ive got. but its ok (: i know i have people who love me the way i am. i have high priorities in life and what i expect of people. i wont go against my own principles just to please people. in life i please only myself. you guys should please yourselves too.

i HATE smokers. i cant stand the smell of smoke. i cant breathe in smoke. and smokers are just low-lifers who's probably hooked onto them ciggies cause they were stressed. rolls eyes much please. im thankful that i dont have friends who smoke. not that i know of. if my best friend smoked.. wells.. my principles come first. thats why i dont speak much to hilmi anymore. you made your own principles so stand by it.

someone wrote o5a1 sucks on the board today. err. haha. totally not affected. why get so upset over sth as trivial as this? gosh. if this had happened in a2 we'd bitch a little but probably wouldnt really care. a2 was carefree and happening and full of shitloads of fun :D there's no sense of belonging here and its so hard to click really. im glad many of us share the same sentiment. like hey im not alone! lols. its not that we dont make an effort but bonding takes time and come on. it takes two hands to clap.

im totally and absolutely appalled at their behavior today. they were fucking noisy and DISRESPECTFUL during irp and history. thats what we call fucking rude. even the usual crowds who are so on abt their class are joining in the ruckus. the back row was disgusting. repulsive. laughing out loud like a bunch of chimpanzees let loose. talking out loud and cracking jokes for the whole world to hear. they were definitely not paying attention to mr lee.

if there's sth a2 proudly has its respect. sure we've got complaints from millions of teachers about how badly behaved we are. how bad our attendance is. how we always skip lessons. how we NEVER hand in our assignments on time. but we never EVER behave like a bunch of uncouth baboons in class. sure we talk rubbish and give crap ideas during class but if we dont feel like listening. we sit and stone. but we never disrupt a class.

who says we dont have cliques? how come we dont talk among our cliques? we learnt respect somewhere while we were growing up see.

i dont really care what awards we win this year. i dont care what we've achieved. i dont really want to care too that the a2s are coming out with more money to change almost all of our files in accordance to the class'. all im thankful for this class is that they have a competitive edge which proves to be an excellent and conducive studying environment.

i want to study but its NOT made easy by people who aims to disrupt the classes that im weak in all the time. really cant stand the back row seats. totally no manners lahhs.

and people who come to school and slack. and not listen in class. not do hw. dont bother to even take notes. not take the role of appointed leader seriously. and who refuses to do anything should just..

STAY HOME.

i dont want to listen to your bf/gf stupid stories. ive had about enough of relationships where the guy is really such a terrible person to be with. no money. no direction in life. no future. sex crazed. and just abt all the other bad things i can think of. ive been through it before and its just horrible.

dont complain to me and still do the same thing over even after ive given you advice.

totally pissifying. what an absolutely rubbish day. gahhh.

riahh ranted at 8:37:00 PM