Thursday, February 02, 2006
its a time of changes. its inevitable. i cant stop it from happening. neither can you. all i can do is to learn to adapt to it as fast as possible. it hurts when people you once cared for feels the pain. hilmiee dude. im sorry i havent been in the right mind and have been neglecting you a bit. the only way i can get away from it all is getting away from you. give me more time to let it settle. im sure all will be fine in time to come.

wah lao that liyi ahh. the way she says it only people who dont do homework makes me angry. HAHAHAHAHAHA. that girl is hilarious much please :D talked some during the journey from school to clementi. she is one funny piece of fluffy wool :D

queena and liyi are all out about the idea that guys will start hitting on me once i start to club. lols. apparently they think im cute (: HAHA. okayys. thanks for the vote of confidence :D shall start working on my image. can i not dietttttt? ): its killing me softly lahhs. trying to maintain it is hell. i work out nearly every night. no wonder today's pe was fruitful.

i swear. i will become singapore's next bodybuilder.

so much controversies over the refat issue. apparently fuhua's patience has been tried and tested and he has gone over the limit. ive never seen them retaliate like that lahhs. will they still stay united as a band and stand together against his unwanted dictatorship? and why is joe siding with refat anyway? isnt he the leader who's so enthu abt his band? shouldnt he stand by his band rather than the dude who suanned his band?

what is the world coming to lahh? what is he up to anyway? is he out only for fame? learning from a role model person like refat who is meeting his downfall? if you dont watch your words you get into trouble. as simple as abc. which part doesnt he understand?

im only a spectator this time. no butting my nose in (:

and yes before i completely forget :

unity band im ever so proud of you guys. your istana performance was wonderful. sure there were boo boos. clarinets blowing out of tune. weak basses. and muffled winds BUT when all of you came together you supported each other and covered up the mistakes (: your sound is unbelivably rich and pleasant to the ears. so much improvement from the very first time i heard you (:

though not very active in your band. ive always supported you guys from the beginning (: ive seen you grow from a really lousy band to a much much more decent band. such a nice rich tone. ms tan must be super proud of you (:

no matter what other people say about your band. whatever negativity. ignore them. dont flare up and add fuel to the arguments (: all you gotta do is HAVE FUN IN BAND! (: thats top priority. oh and pick up skills along the way. you know yourselves. mistakes should be made only in the band room. if your conductor[s] put pressure on you let them.

you guys have performed badly in the band room but your performances are always commendable (: you have done it for macritchie. for your awards night. for istana. and you will do it again (: having a tone is like riding a bicycle. its sth you can never get rid of. once a good player. always a good player.

congratulations again! super proud of you guys. wow me speechless at your future performances -shmuacks-

BM BAND AND UNITY BAND - always in my heart (:

riahh ranted at 9:20:00 PM