Sunday, February 26, 2006
its a sunday. i had the liberty to wake up late. ok 10 am is not late. emmi gave my nose a good scrubby lick :D i love her loads please. and so i pottered about cleaning up my room and the house and whatever else that needs cleaning. i miss cleaning.
i am feeling
ZE PRESSURE of year 2 already. i cannot believe it. i have no time to sleep at all. homework is getting crazy. i am super thankful that im not involved in CCAs or any competitions. as it is with tuition and music. i am about going mad. i have not done
anystudying of late. just thronging thru assignments after assignments.
BUT. i am happy i havent been spacing out in class. save for gp and lit two. so yes im still on track with othello and lit eight and econs and history and whatever else left. I WANT TO STUDY LAH PLEASEEEEEEEEE. wish there's more time in a day.
i want i want i want to go to sri lanka. please. please please please.
here's what im gona do after i log off :
- tidy my room.
- do AQ.
- do lit one tutorial.
- jog.
and i want to tell him that i cannot be bothered with him. that even though im feeling terribly embarrassed abt the whole thing. i really cannot be bothered. i was as usual being stupid and dithery and i craved for things that i'd never get.
and i want to tell denise that i love her cause she's such a wonderful darling. even though i try not to talk abt him she makes me so happy. i wish i could marry her too. haha. oh no. i want to marry my pigs. i want to marry mel. i want to marry jing song. i want to marry yew hao. hahaha :D can i marry the whole world and make everyone happy? (:
- dont be heartbroken.. ): you may say that you dont care but i know you're affected by it!dont worry bout it. since refat is so fat, it's any girl's loss to be with him. who knows? maybe one day you date with some super hot guy when you become a model ar!- riah, you know what? you should never do something just cause of someone else.. the one hurt in the end will still be you. if both of you arent meant to be together then no matter what you do, he wont come back. i think to him, both of you being an item has long already been erased from his mind. pieces of memories do come back but he knows its over. and i think its time for you to know that my dear (: he's not worth it. i know maybe you've heard this line so so so so so many times, but i'm still gonna say it again. HE'S NOT WORTH YOUR EFFORT!- lol. but anyway, just wanted to let you know that if you dont want to give up on him, even if the whole world asked you to, you wouldnt. cause you're dead set on the belief that he'll come back. but if you're happier that way, then i'll rather you stay that way (:see why i love her so much? she shows maturity beyond her years please. im appalled at myself. oh hello. cookie monster just said hi. gosh.
history sem at nus was TERRIBLY GOOD PLEASE. liked it loads. really enjoyed myself. CJ was good. really addressed imperialism. AC and RJ were terribly professional. SA and PJ were very drama :D TP was unnecessary. congrats to MJ for getting top prize. nus is super huge btw. i could die from starvation trying to find my way out on foot.
lunch was decent. less than an hour later we had tea break. lovely :D
i mean it. i really hate losers. like really ):
and then there's this whole hilmi issue. i dont knw whats going on. sick of it all. and i read and i feel the pressure of most of my friends. to
siettie. pink. is. liyi. history sem people. hang in there. you're doing great (: and i dont knw if you're irritated with me yet but i love you all the same pink :D
conspiracies.
oh how i miss a2. so so much.
fun day on the 10th. WEEEEEEE! no lessons (:
riahh ranted at
4:04:00 PM
