Monday, January 02, 2006
i planned to blog something super long over the new year hols but ive been holed up at home cleaning. cleaning. and doing nth else but CLEAN. room still looks messy but at least most of the furnitures are gone. YAY TO NEW FURNITURE :D

riah is a very happpy bubbly girrrrrl (:

cat seems to be openly showing me affection. HAHA. i guess he doesnt detest me that much anymore. yay! something else to be happy abt!

i really really want to blog a super special post abt 2005. i was emoing a little with wen and hao during countdown. super close to bawling and all cause.. 2005 was very special to me (: ive been thru so much ups and downs its unbelievable. its the downs that make it memorable. and the effort i took to get back on my feet. and of rekindling old friendships and forging new ones.

unity members. 2005 has been so memorable because ive forged so many friendships with you guys. some are just acquaintances but others are all really special to me. hahaha. super corny and sappy and stuffs. but i dont knw how else to put them down in words (: may the new year bring us new surprises and may we all sail thru each year together. much kisses to denisec. cheryl. eugene. raj. mingyang. THE TROMBONE SECTION. HORN SECTION. zijian. jonathan. yeowleong. the alumnis. you guys rawkk me life.

regularz. omg. how much have we been through together as a group ehhs? hahaha. super a lot right? even though i was the last one to join you guys its still been memorable (: standing strong together to fight for refat in the early months. LOL. all those meetings with alumni. those crappy alumni band pracs. the problem with azman and yew hao with the np band and all. LOLS. and how can we ever forget the bitchings?! so many topics. never fail to entertain us. all the outings. and birthday celebrations. and standing by one another in times of trouble. helping ME when i was down and out abt refat and all that. haha. thanks guys :D and yes. our dinners. lovely lovely SUPER EXPENSIVE dinners (: more to come. you guys light up my life.

anamalais. hahaha. hey its been a trying period for our budding friendships. if any friendship deserves to blossom its ours. how many friendships do you know that has sunk so much and still have a steady captain/sailor/whoever'sinchargeireallydontcare [aka hilmi] who tries hard to bring us back together? liyi. its been trying for you i think. what with my nonsense and all and you keeping quiet and not starting some stupid war with me and all. i thank you for being such a nice nice person. and hilmi. you cb knn. i cant believe what we've been thru lahhs. all the secrets spilled and all. for being such a cb st pats flautist and intro-ing me to the rest of the st pats gang and bitching to me and all. you rawkk. liyi you rawkk too. lol. i should try to be more tolerant alrights? its only with you guys that i realise just how hard it is to say sorry. may our friendship lasts (:

o5a2! hahaha. how can i forget you guys? you've been a source of my happiness every morning when i step into class. from badgering me to starbucks breakfast to telling me that my hair totally sucks and laughing with me at my usual enraged self in the morning (: its been a few short months and its a pity how much we managed to bond only towards the end of the year. true we have cliques but we're all ONE HAPPY FAMILY (: some of us have left us but memories remain. thanks to some of you for bringing the occasional packed lunch to keep me company during breaks (: and for being united against the constant war with darren chan and lil` ling. hahaha. we're separated next year but o5a2 for always! :D

refat. hahaha. yes refat. for giving us the opportunity of a lifetime. for giving the bm alumni `o4 the best present they can ever ask for - JUBILANCE I. for sticking by us and telling us you love us and much of those gushy wushy thingies when you just left us. im sorry you never got around to teaching our juniors and bringing them the same joy you gave us. going through some tough band times with you was murder. but looking back. you have always been a wonderful conversation topic during dinner :D hahaha. from your balding pate to bulging tummy to last era's headphones. and yes for some wonderful times we had when we were together. yes yes. getting all sappy again :D because of you i had reasons to look upon myself and reflect and realise for the first time that i have flaws too. because of you i learnt to cope with anger and sadness and prove to myself and the people around me that i am strong and i can continue being the bubbly happy person that i am with or without you (: you were just a reason for me to mope and get emo abt when im pms-ing. and for that. i thank you :P and even if you're being a jerk to me and the regularz. hahaha. heyy we'll never forget you. i will never forget you.

and to the odd people who have popped in and out of my life (: hahaha. my old friends from bm. win. hendy. tat fung. alex. nic. wenyi. bing lu and of sorts. thanks for making me realise that im still one of the guys. hahaha. for reminding me that im still a bitch through and through. friends forever! :D

and to people who i may have left out. dont get emo! just tag me and i'll remember. kisses! hahaha. yes. so enough abt getting emo. im super hyper now cause...

SCHOOL IS STARTING TMR!

like super yay lahhs! hahaha :D cant wait to get back to school and get MY YUMMY PRESENTS FROM HILMIEEEE (: super.

and i want to tell the whole world that i LOVE ZOEY'S XMAS PRESENT! omg. the best present of 2005 (: wency and hao agrees with me. yay!

riahh ranted at 11:02:00 PM