Thursday, January 26, 2006
judy doesnt do her work and has amnesia when i ask her if she's done any.

liyi sleeps the whole day and moans and groans when she has to do her art.

i do my homework everyday and boast about them.

they do well. better than me even. but im nowhere near good grades.

this just in. reality has finally sunk in. is what im doing enough? ITS NOT LAHH OBVIOUSLY. im not smart. im just pretending to be hardworking. wtf is this. im getting nowhere.

i need to put in the effort. really need to put in the effort. need to do more than just homework. need to study. absorb the shits they throw at us. need to.. prioritise.

if i had the freedom to choose and no education system and paper-chase society to succumb to i will place my teaching first.

but i cant. this is life. this is singapore. so whats the point of this entry?

i need to buck up. yes. and try not to be too irritated if people dont do my work.

whats the deal with me anyway?

riahh ranted at 8:04:00 PM