Tuesday, January 24, 2006
its been ages i know. forgive me NOT. haha. whatever. im supposed to be researching for issues on why abortion is a necessary evil. naturally i couldnt help but come in here and indulge in a few moments of therapeutic blogging. HAHA. i miss my daily doses. but sacrifices have to be made if i aim to be one of the top students this year (:

i think im suffering from a lack of social life and undescribably low morale. LOL. me and liyi have taken to seeking solace in ps' TIMES reading up on our yearly monthly daily horoscope. haha. i dont know if i believe in it really. but its just the uncanny way they make you feel so super good about yourself and stuff. LOLS. thats just sick and wrong lahhs.

i can predict my whole life now. i know that im supposed to be in some kind of a near-death incident and stuffs. HAHA. ehh is my dream of being in a coma finally going to be a reality?

i told you i needed help.

omg lahhs. too much revelation in one week. haha. i should stop relying on technology to hide my not-so-personal blog. because come on. technology breaks down half the time and puts you into such a state of depression its embarrassing to watch. so yes. to whoever's been here that wasnt previously here before..

HELLO! (:

i spent quality time with my darling junior these past weekend or so. talked many. exchanged many life stories and basically we now have a deeper understanding of each other. and our mannerisms or habits are now better understood. we have so much in common its freaky. haha. yay. i now have a new studying partner. and he's taken over me so much. lovely. i see myself in him.

unity tbonists must MUST meet my andy baobei (: he rawkks lahh. i love his tbone tone lahh. maybe still not as good as me in techniques or expression. but the TONE! ahhh. the trombone tone. bright and happy. smiles.

so yes. a mini reconciliation of the sisters last friday. lols. much tears cried i gathered. i find it a tad ridiculous lahhs. or maybe its just because im heartless and really dont care much for namby-pamby wishy-washy nonsense. not that im particularly happy that they went with us for SP's concert. but i cant say much lahhs. its not wrong anyway.

i just hate being in awkward situations where no one talks. or talks too much. or laughs too much and everyone is just dead uncomfortable. i knew i wouldnt enjoy myself if i had gone for dinner with them. BOO. they speak so much chinese lahhs. and omg. i cant even begin to express my horror at litang for eating in ESPLANADE. oh my Allah! totally embarrassing lahhs! i felt so embarrassed for her and all. i mean no one eats in vch also lahhs. GOSH.

baked loads over the weekend. cookies were ok. not that great. shall try new recipes next time round. shall get down to baking those muffins and cakes (: yummy yum.

ntu concert on saturday night was SUPER DUPER GOOD lahhs! wah lao. maybe because they played super nice songs. hehe. the stupid minister was half an hour late. if they had readjusted the songs just to acommodate him. i'd hit the roof. blahhs. i paid good money to listen to danse diabolique. even tho i didnt knw they'd be playing it and stuffs. SUPER NICE LAHHS. my first live version (: first band concert to end super late. yupps.

a bit pissed with yew hao for some reasons. its ok to be critical but if you do it all the time it gets on the nerves. no one really tells you openly that they mind. so maybe now that you know im angry you wont do it again. it'll take time to cool down and stuffs.

WAHH I AM SO PROUD OF BM BAND LAHHS. yes even tho they are super NOT enthu. and their playing hasnt improved in yonks. they are a little disorientated. cant cooperate or open up their ears and listen when they play. or when they go for practices with no purpose in their life. BUT BUT BUT...

they look the part of a very super duper united band (: yay! haha. with the new band tee which is pretty nice really and uniform files. and new stands and NEW SCORES. yay! they look really lovely. haha. people dont need to know that they cant play for nuts now. they look so nice (:

BM BAND I LOVE YOU! (:

ok so now we have big plans for the band and the alumni. i am not daunted by the fact that my day has only 24 hrs. im going to try for pre-u sem and make damn well sure that i get in. and im still going to stick to teaching and tuitioning (: and yes. i will always ALWAYS make time for my bm band. after my pri school's done with syf :D

i want to be president of bm alumni band. YES I WANT. im super enthu abt it. haha. i dont need to be shy to tell ppl what i want. if someone else wants it and is more capable than me then that person can go ahead.

ahh i love bm band (:

riahh ranted at 1:57:00 PM