Thursday, January 19, 2006
its been a trying two days since i last blogged. its tiring to be diligent and keep up with commitments and be the good student that ive portrayed myself to be. but its good. ive completed every single assignment and i havent owe anyone anything. and i dont plan to. ive been dubbed star student. lols. yes of course its flattering lahh. i wont deny. haha. but i have to live up to it.

blahh. its so hard keeping up with econs lahhs. boo. i want more goodies anyhows.

teaching the kids music yesterday was so tough. THEY WERE BULLYING ME! omg. the two thirds. super cheeky lahhs! and i have to keep drilling into them that the competition is only a few months away. thats the downside of these kids - they dont take things seriously enough. oh wells. so i was fast losing patience with the thirds BUT i did not scold them stupid or idiots. neither did i lose my patience completely and started scolding them for all kind of stupid reasons.

i am patient. i am serious abt teaching. i want this to be my stepping stone into future bands. i want to excel as a trombone tutor (: i have big dreams okayys.

managed to teach them 13 bars in that short one hour or so. my first and seconds are just a matter of balancing and expressing during the long notes. and tonguing. inspired. i think they should know by now that i can be fierce at times too.

today was terribly.. terrible. i had ah bee's operation on my mind. i called mai lots of time to make sure he's ok and that he isnt scared and stuff. and the other mai kept telling me how its like when the cat's done with the sterilisation and stuffs. it sounds scary and sad. i feel so sad for my baby ): he's lost his balls. sobs. but my mum says it'll grow back 0.O! HOLLY SHMOLLY! lols.

right now he's really weak and keeps on throwing up his med and stuff. but doc says its normal so hopefully it'll all be good in a few days.

guys please please sterilise your cats alright? even those that are kept as dormant pets. sometimes your pet cat goes missing and if an spca officer chances upon it and realises that its not sterilised they'll either bring it back and put it to sleep or stuff other similar cats and bring it to the zoo. for what? TO FEED THE ANIMALS!

thats damn cruel right? so when more cats are sterilised there'd be lesser stray cats waggling around. so do your part (:

and today was the first time i saw sarah break down. after learning what happened to her mum i felt like i wanted to break down. blahhs. such things shouldnt happen to good people okayys. but ive read it up and it isnt as serious as it seems. as long as her mum isnt diagnosed with diabetes she should be just fine. so cheer up sarah dear. im always behind you guys (:

i did well for 2.4 run. i ran with julie. whoo. rush of exhilaration. im down to nearly 58 kg now. super duper motivated. i shall get down to that 55 kg and start flaunting my super sexy body everywhere i go. HAHA.

ok yes. im still upset for ah bee ): he's super weak now and has got jelly legs. and he's just abt wobbling everywhere. i hop he gets well soon.

i dont want to be a good girl this year ): im the big bad notorious girl. im supposed to be naughty. cries.

riahh ranted at 7:57:00 PM