Thursday, December 22, 2005
its not that i havent been updating. i havent been in the right mood to pen down my thoughts. to write well you have to immerse yourself in it. thats why some people cant write for nuts. anyway. thats not the point.

tonight im fuming mad because some people are just downright incorrigible and they have NO professional ethics whatsoever. i dont want to name names and have people think that i dislike him/her/them for personal reasons. because no. i dont hate him/her/them for personal reasons. i dislike him/her/them because they are RUDE. INCORRIGIBLE. and so FULL OF HIM/HER/THEMSELVES. he/she/they cant see the ground he/she/they walk on because he/she/they think that so many people fucking worship he/she/them.

its the famous DUO! one who cant play for nuts. the other who cant do his/her/their job well. excellent. what is the world coming to? one who tries to show off his/her/their talent and the other shows such acute favourism its sickening to watch ; scolding people at random for the stupidest things and making up RIDICULOUS punishments for the most RIDICULOUS reasons.

and one goes to a prestigious school and the other starts boasting abt it. abt having the power to balance studies and band. he/she/they does not have a single shred of professional ethic and thinks him/her/themselves so great and so powerful as to be able to dish out rubbish advice and expect the whole world to listen to him/her/them. fucking conceited and arrogant!

the WHOLE world knows that your band is LAZY and have bad attendance.

oh really? we'll see about that. you cant do your job properly and you dont even realise it. excellent. and then you start uttering complete rubbish and expect people to swallow them down. like i totally forgot they're five- and six- year-olds.

never mind. none of my business. i wont care anymore. and in case people dont knw i hate people who are two-faced. to me like means like. dont like means dont like. you dont bitch abt people behind them and act all cute and nice and hair-twirly pretty in front of them. i hate that the most. HATE IT.

and no one treats my sister like that and fucking get away with it. you're not even part of THEM. you're just some fucking spare tyre that people call on when they have their hands full. ni you ben shi de hua na ni wei she me zai yi kao bie ren? mei you ben shi jiu bu yao chui niu. obviously even she is a million times better than you. get the younger ppl to do your fucking job lahhs. you're not up to standard for fuck's sake.

AND STOP SUCKING THE SAX MOUTHPIECE. ITS BLOODY DISGUSTING.

super duper angry now. shall fume in silence. GAHH.

riahh ranted at 1:14:00 AM