Friday, December 02, 2005
it feels nice to be talking to liyi again. feels like the old days.

was up till pretty late on wednesday night chatting with wency abt the good old days (: i ganked some stuff from my jan entries and showed them to her. a few entries before jubilance. during jubilance and after jubilance. and reading them really made me reflect on what kind of a person i was. or what kind of girlfriend i was. i suppose i cant have been a very nice person.

and a blog has finally shown its utility. reading some of the entries made me go - wah lao! i totally forgot abt that lahh! and id show them to wency and we'd both laugh at it. haha. anyone remembered six straws and a cup? (: and some past shiznits of the events leading up to jubilance. spending hours at jp foodcourt with clarence and he actually vandalised the table with my name his name and wency's - cla wen ria. LOL.

ahh such memories. everyone wants to relieve the old days im sure. but we're without direction. not sure how to follow up. whats up with the alumni? has it closed down? can we start again? how long must we wait? when can we finally sit down together with the `o4 batch and start making music like we used to? when can we watch june and azman quarrelling across the room? when can we hear queena burping again?

so many questions. who has the answer?

and somehow. someway. bm band is not really complete without the man behind it all. no matter what we say. deep in our hearts. we know how much we miss band when he was around.

when i hear jap iv i see the audience in the dark and spotlights shining on us

ahh enough shiznits. getting a little teary already.

oh yes. we talked abt the regulars and how much we have endured these past few months together. okays here's the list but its not really in order :

* the day after grad night when preparations for concert started. we went thru all of refat's scoldings. and harsh words. and his walking out on us.

* preparing and buying the presents for the concert. and getting azman to do his share of the snake. HAHA :P

* the clarence thingiee.

* post concert nonsense aka the tagboard war. crazy shits those. us standing up for refat and wency's public proclamation of - WE LOVE YOU! hahaha!

* taking all those shits from alumni. their attitude problem and obvious dislike of us.

* all those meetings held to try to save refat's ass from getting burnt.

* refat leaving us for good.

* getting into a lot of trouble for trying to psycho the main band into getting refat back.

* getting back o level results and the uncertainty of many of us because we had nowhere thought we had nowhere to go.

* problems with azman.

* me and queena getting our ass burnt by azman and his band mates.

* getting ignored by refat.

and i think there's many more. there's simply too many to list out. the regulars have been together for a pretty short while. not even a year yet. i think. LOL. anyway. i was the last member to join. and we've been pretty much thru thick and thin together. we've stood for each other when we had to overcome personal challenges.

its things like these that make us grow stronger. here's to many times like these ahead. love love (:

riahh ranted at 4:55:00 PM