Wednesday, December 28, 2005
so much for the lack of posts. what with losing weight and getting caught up in the midst of things. i didnt really have much time left to blog (:

didnt do much on tuesday. dear finally came back. and he msged me and all. i felt empty reading his msges. when he was way i craved for his msges but now that he's back i dont really feel much. not helped much when i read his gf's blog today. BLAHH. dont tell me i fell for his lies again? BOO.

got ready and went for loyang pri's concert. met up with deanna szejie and wirda :P thanks guys for really making the effort to come to the concert! thankies (: all i can say is that the seat sucked cause there were these aunties who were freaking NOISY. blahh. and wirda and me were super irritated haha.

and they happen to be the relatives of one of my trombone girls. zzz.

couldnt hear much from where we were sitting. met mr rohaizan! lol. trombones super soft! BOO. cant hear much. kinda disappointed tho. haha. taught them so hard and they dont really show it. but oh wells. great concert anyways! (: many cute little junior members dressing up as characters from the fairytale world. little thumbelina and peter pan. and aladdin and princess jasmine and whatnots. hahaha. and then they danced and they twirled. SUPER CUTE and CHARMING lahhs.

and the compere for the evening ms amy tan was super (: sweet and pretty and all. hahaha. what it would take to make his eyes go big and round. lol. some people are unbelievably.. NEVER MIND. late dinner with crabby. meimei and hamster. lol. dont ask who came up with these names. i didnt. hahaha :P

deanna eats her mcChicken plain. haha. just the patty and the buns. no sauce and no vege. UNHEALTHY! hahaha :P must whack her backside one of these days (:

wednesday night was super meaningful. i got around to chatting with cheryl leow the mad strawberry topped chocolate waffle. lol. im surprised at how much we can really click. haha. i talked to her a little and she talked to me a little. and we spilled some stuff. did crazy stuffs like :

she : but WHY?
me : cause he's the man thats why.
she : well im the woman.
me : God bless america.

hahaha. total random shiznits. im sure she understands now why i go BOO! all the time. haha. yupps. im glad she understands and stuff. and she got me arnd to thinking just how mature i actually think i am. haha. what a laugh. that night shows clearly just how much more sense cherly and even wency have lahhs. ive just stuck with the notion that im some hotshot mature mama because mr chong told me so in PRIMARY 4. LOL. okayys.

need to knock some sense into myself and start facing reality. because people who are in love are generally stupid abt some things. I MEANT MYSELF (: so gotta learn to move on and let go. which is in essence [im reminded of liyi] easier said than done!

and yes. regularz have been having mass chats and its been super high for some days now. hahaha. terrible terrible. TSKK. and wency was particularly high that night. lol. talking non-stop abt bf. and i got high abt bf because he is just SO MAN! hahaha :P and wency told me her love story. sobs. super nice. super sad. and i got emo. cause its like watching meteor garden and you whimper about some sweet love and stuffs and you wish you had your own romance. and then.. you get emo.

LOL. but that was wednesday :P

and yes earlier that day i met with ALEX. WENYI. TAT FUNG. and WINNN (: yes yes. my old gang from school. all my guy pals. haha. wenyi is as crappy as ever and alex is just alex. took photos of us before win leaves for airport. BOO. he'll come back. we'll hang out then. hung out with alex for a bit. and i found out that his mum was recently diagnosed with breast cancer. its damn sad lahhs. so many of my friends' parents were diagnosed with some sort of cancer. OUR PARENTS AGE GROUP. so please go tell them to get a full body check up.

better late than never alrights?

i bought a pair of super tight super hot mango pants on thursday. wanted to shop more but didnt bring out much cash. BOO. so many sales everywhere. ARGHHHS.

went for rv and yuhua alumni concert last night with wei xing mitch and jon. hahaha. super fun hanging out with them. THE CONCERT WAS FANTABULASTIC. if it was 30 i would still go. [im just saying. i dont have that kind of money] hahaha. but it was really good. the first song was a little rough on the edge. prob just warming up. but nice composition. loved the first part of the concert. WAHHH THAT SPACESHIP SONG. super nice lahhs. celtic child was a bit disappointing. haha. after pieces like jericho and noah's ark and saga candida. BOO.

THE CONCERT WAS FANTABULASTIC.

and i finally realised just how much i miss going to good concerts. hahaha. ms chan's band have such a lovely sound. and its magical to watch the WHOLE BAND move together under her baton. she rawkks lahh.

boo. saw joel han who started gossipping abt me the min he saw me. BUMMER. saw REFAT AND JOE. CB! super bummer can?! no choice. we were late not much choice of seat. went to sit two rows up from the mighty duo. his balding patch was uncomfortably in sight for the whole world to see. joe busy asking refat abt the songs after each piece. irksome.

and oh please joe. if you not happy to see me. DONT LOOK AT ME. cb. you think you some fucking bigshot. if you're so great prove yourselves. just because ur close to refat doesnt make you the biggest man in the world.

who died and made you boss?

if you want ppl to respect you. learn to respect others first. dont just respect the people who will bring you to greater heights. im older than you joe. granted ur probably a more dedicated and a better player than i am. that doesnt give you the right to stare down at me like that. and that wasnt the first time. that was the second.

totally spoilt my day. if i could list out the number of people who cant wait to land their hands on precious little throat i'd probably need another blog.

BOOOOO!

oh did i mention that the concert was fantabulastic? (: cheers!

riahh ranted at 9:30:00 PM