Monday, December 05, 2005
dont knw what to think lah. i dont knw why you dislike me so much. i havent really done anything to jeopardize your stupid career. if it can even be called one in the first place. i dont knw why you would want to lie and such. even so. id rather you tell me straight in the face so i wont have to face these feelings of restlessness within me.

you suck lahh.

i love wency for coming to my rescue. for asking me out to try to make me feel better and also to kill the regularz' boredom. haha. so off to dinner tmr and chilling by esplanade.

wont get to see my unity darlings. big sighs. never mind then. another time. if he lets up.

blahh. i really really want to talk to him again. civilly. it felt almost normal when we msged a bit just now. almost. i dont ask for much. just for him to talk to me like he would to wency and queena and everyone else. just be civil.

counting down to teaching. dont seem to be in the mood.

riahh ranted at 11:39:00 PM