Wednesday, December 07, 2005
retail therapy helps. sometimes. sort of. not really lahh. i bought more clothes. lip gloss. st ives face scrub.

and still my mind wasnt really there with me. i met nad! talked a bit and hugged and stuff. hehe.

came home and i got super freaked cause i saw his msg in friendster. wah hahahaha. i was like - oh my god. did he find out abt it already?! i was having a near stroke. faster faster find denise then told her abt it and i asked her to read it for me. cause i was so super scared. lol. ended up it was nth. ask us to join some photo club shits. CHEH. scare for nothing lah.

and then queen came online and find me and asked me - did you say anything to him last night? she got it too! wah hahaha. those who cursed and swore at him last must be feeling angsty mann :P but hey one for all. all for one (:

chatted with a very very special person who told me stuffs. its exactly the same thing that the regulars told me the night before. hahaha. im not surprised anymore. the whole world can tell me the same thing and i still wouldnt be surprised. the truth has numbed me that much. hahaha.

only queena knows man. like she said - totally not worth it riah. NOT WORTH IT!

yes yes. i know. haha.

i feel tons lighter. ive been singing FA LA LA LA LA to denise. she thinks its hilarious (:

riahh ranted at 9:26:00 PM