Thursday, December 22, 2005
i am still fuming. but after talking it out with xiao zhu. kk. and the regularz im feeling a little bit better. hey after all its good to share. hahaha. queena gave me the idea okayys. LOL. she's asking me to entertain her cause she's bored? shrugs. what can i do? hahaha.

shopped for frog persons' presents yesterday. towned with hao and wency. spent many long hours shopping. hopefully our frog persons will put in as much thought and sincerity as we did into the presents. hehe. its not very nice if you just grab sth off a shelf and give it to your frog persons and all. i didnt really have much things to say to them both yesterday. i just felt kinda out of place and stuffs. didnt have much to say and i couldnt laugh at their usual bantering.

i havent really laughed properly for ages now. i dont laugh easily anymore.

much bitching in kfc today. hahaha. couldnt find much stuffs at sheng siong. so gin's dad dropped us off at bm ntuc. wahh many many memories (: really missed that place. even tho i dont hang out with them a lot last time. im always running off after band to hang out with refat. hahaha. i must have missed out a lot man :P ahh wells. reminisced abt school and such. hahaha. thats what we always do anyway.

we are very emo people.

shopped for hours in ntuc. lol. finally got nearly everything. ran up and down trying to get the stuffs that we missed out. and it doesnt help that the escalators are inconveniently placed at either end. and with wency asking me and gin to run and get the ice creams and stuffs. we were pretty much out of breath and all. FROSTBITE. grhhhs.

planning for a bbq is terrible ): lol. seriously. when ppl dont cooperate and all. but thankfully everything's done and settled. just waiting for tmr to come. hahaha. next time i shall just pay the money and enjoy my food :P more bbq to come anyways. blahh.

been msging my dear a lot these few days. i cant make head or tail of the whole situation. i dont really knw what i feel abt him anyway. at times i miss his msges. sometimes i find that he isnt creative enough. you know always asking me stuffs like - have you eaten?

i want someone different. i want someone who is creative and interesting and fun. i dont like mundane-ness. but the attention he's giving me is flattering. at least he msges me all the time and all. and gets all worried when i dont reply. i dont want this kind of attention. i want sth.. different lahh.

this is singapore. i mean come on. would i actually get kidnapped while walking home from outram at 9 pm? and please im not the kind who will skip meals just to get attention. i am RIAH. i eat all the time. they should be worried that im eating too much! gosh!

ok ive taken long enough to type this entry. its full of crap anyway. ONE OF MY WORST ENTRY. done. goodbye.

riahh ranted at 9:42:00 PM