Thursday, December 15, 2005
i should learn to keep my temper in check. my pms-ing is getting seriously way out of hand. i have been upsetting things and such. i even threw my brother's computer. LOL. super angry over things these days lahh. sick of being at home. i want to go back to school. a home away from home. indulge myself in mindless gossips. have lunch in town. and do stupid enjoyable things.

mai has been dutifully clearing out her wardrobe these past few days. i managed to lay my hands on an excellent book called anger managment. LOL. how terribly apt. yupps. will try to adopt some of its more conducive methods of releasing anger. but its so NOT me lahhs. i mean come on. shut up and walk away?! tskk.

i cancelled my study date with pink on wednesday so i could go shop with mai and get my xmas shopping done. if i knew things were gonna bungle up. i'd rather go study my econs. i miss national income accounting. lol. yayness for econs. the only one subject that i actually like.

finished ALL my xmas shopping! (: super happy abt it. only left with wrapping them up. hahaha. and come on. i suck at wrapping presents. AND people tear them off anyway (: except for yew hao. lol. who keeps them for memories. funny la he. wah hahaha. met up with yew hao afters at city hall. he wanted to do market research on bears. wandered arnd a bit and then realised that toys r us no longer exist at marina.

headed to paragon. I LOVE THE FLUFFY BUNNY RABBITS! he did his research. i want the fluffy bunny rabbits! yew hao looked at me funny when i asked him if he wanted to hug the fluffy bunny rabbits and say byee. he said to me - you never know what kind of people hugged them. i threw the bunnies down and from then on. i never looked at them the same way again.

yew hao laughed himself silly.

met hilmieeee! talked a bit. went to buy another gift. ate burger king (: yew hao is not happy cause the burger was full of sauce and his wrapping tore. LOL. he likes my coke light with lemon. heee. talked a bit. hahaha. more heart to hearts (: really enjoy going out with him lahhs. one of the best nights of my life. and he got me super super emo! ): lol. typical. yawns.

teaching is getting from bad to worse. but my patience is astounding. even im surprised by it. today the kids really tested me man. but ive not resorted to scolding them. dont think i will also. its just not my style. the most i'll do is make them go thru psychological torture :P lol. evil evil me. my kids all switched places. so i have new seconds and new thirds. ALL my boys in thirds.

just play mind games with the kids. it works wonders (:

my thirds cant stop yakking. super irritating. so i just ask them to bring up the instrument and wait there till they notice me. LOL. and my seconds. super playful! keep on laughing and talking. asked them to write down notes on the scores so they wont forget things. always take ages! so i told them - im only giving you one minute to write them down... 50 seconds left! their laughter faltered and they were in a right state of panic. by the time i was down counting down. their score was terribly crumpled and the pens were all over the floor.

LOL.

play and play. went for break when i asked them to go for sectionals. tskk! gave them only 5 minutes to perfect one piece. panic again. hahaha. almost time for release. i made the rest wait until my seconds got the les miserables part right. at least it inspired them to get their parts done faster.

went all the way to airport to eat marrybrown. super not nice lahhs. came down to bugis to make my bro's glasses. the optometrist was super nice and friendly. ate again. ya kun kaya toast was pretty super! (: more tiffs. came home. and found out that.. we're going on a holiday again! tanjung pinang this time. leaving this sunday.

so exciting! (:

riahh ranted at 9:34:00 PM