Tuesday, November 01, 2005
saturday was spent hanging out with my darlings. xiao zhu im so glad to meet up with you. really glad to be able to share my problems and feelings with you (: kisses! just really glad to see jon and mitch again. hahahaha. and listen to mitch and his silly nonsense again.

jules called. planned to meet up with her and hilmi but plans fell through. i met with hilmi. joachim. mervin. lutfi. nigel. walked around. talked to joachim most of the night. and mervin. and his theory of the white pig. MERVIN IS SO FUNNY! (:

went back with joachim. joachim said sth to me as i was going down. msged him for two nights. the smses felt.. normal. i anticipated his msgses the first night. sighhs. why keep me angling like this? i dont even knw what it is really. i dont want to anticipate and then fall down and hurt myself even before i recovered from the previous one.

i shall wait. i shall not make a move. i dont want to end up hurt over and over again.

yay. im getting emo. again.

spent last night with hilmi and his mum and sis and his other set of step siblings. HAHAHA. all i can say is that i was utterly embarrassed. like didnt knw what to say and all. and kept saying the wrong things in malay. hahaha. i like his mum. so sporting and spunky (:

i baked cookies. they taste yummy.

riahh ranted at 11:16:00 PM