Friday, November 18, 2005
what is this lahh? im getting emo again. just when i thought life couldnt get any better. i start to think of things that dont really matter.

i think that singaporean band members are super enthu abt their own band. their loyalty to their band are unparalleled. truly. but when you make one mistake that affects the band and yourself. you're blacklisted for life. i think its damn sad lahh.

i wonder how many times i have to drive the fact that i go down to unity is because i love the kids there so much and that i really enjoy playing music together with them. i love lunching with them. and sharing their problems. and laughing over the stupidest things on earth. these are the reasons i want to go down. not because i want to have anything to do with you. asshole.

i miss all of them like crazy lahh.

denise chong : for being insanely insane and making me laugh whole day and night. and really listening to my problems and trying all ways and means to cheer me up.

yunwei : for just being her and sending me sweet postcards and msges and emails and smileys and brightening up my day with her cute lingos.

jonathan : for sayang-ing me over and over again. and rambling on and on abt music and getting me all hooked up as well. and all the kisses and hugs and chocolates and the smacks.

mitchell : for being practical and down-to-earth and the constant worry and questions and queries abt mouthpieces and trombones and trombonists. super enthu lahh he.

siti : for sharing with me similar experiences and making me feel loads better despite her age and all. and always sending me off after each practice.

szejie : for her surprise smses that makes me feel so touched and LOVED (: hahaha. szejie is one of the crappiest trombonist ive ever known lahh. always making me laugh like crazy ONLINE only.

raj and mingyang : for making me laugh like an idiot during each practice. with their constant squabbles and irrepressible and contagious laughter.

eugene : for ALWAYS making me turn back each time he calls mingyang. i always felt that he was calling me lahh. LOL.

rahman : for always asking me whether i know his sister. hahahaha. and whether he has cancer :P and crapping with me in malay when i play second with him.

and i miss zoey and huier who have been there for me day and night when i was so down lahh. and syuadah. mubarrak. huda. candy. cheryl. when can meet again lahhs?

these people really make my day and my night. LOL. and my afternoon and my morning lahh. i want to be there with them when they go headlong into problems. i want to be there with them when they've played a piece well. its just the feeling of being in a band that i really miss. wah lao.
i miss them lahh.

riahh ranted at 11:59:00 AM