Saturday, October 08, 2005
so now what? i dont know. i'll just let things pass thru and stuff. see whether it gets better. if not i'll find ways to remedy it. its always the same. year in and year out.

stuck in a moment that i cant get out of.

bla bla bla bla bla. thats not being offhand. thats being at a loss for words. shall not think abt it anymore. i need to get back to getting my life on track after promos are over.

just read jiafeng's blog. yeah and then. ZING! totally enlightened. and then i finally realised that im feeling the stress and the pressure of mi life right now. its the pressure when everything's just so DAMNED rushed and there's just no time. you want to get to the top. and you gotta push everyone and everything away.

i cant balance my life as yet. i need balance.

govt uses nia to analyse the performance of trade. exports and imports make up the balance of trade. if exports are decreasing govt needs to implement policies to boost the country's competitiveness in the international export market. if import exceeds export there is trade deficit. govt will use policies to remedy it.

see. i feel just like that. unfortunately no one's helping me. so what do i do?

i'll do what i always do when i dont knw what to do.

stay away.


riahh ranted at 12:14:00 AM