Sunday, October 02, 2005
hello. i spent a beautiful day indoors. with hilmi. again. the reference section of the library is a totally unconducive place to study. its too comfy. LOL. im going crazy. NIA is driving me crazy. HILMI IS DRIVING ME CRAZY. im spending too much time with him. hahaha.

but the books there are wonderful la. totally helped us with our studies.

sad dinner with hilmi. so miserable. i felt like crying. HAHAHAHAHA. okays never mind that now.

mum took out all the skeletons she's been hiding in the closet and spilled all of it to me this morning. i never knew she kept so many things from me abt him. HAHAHAHA. okays la. so now im not really sure whether i do want him back.

AH THE WONDERS OF TEEN ANGST (:

but one thing's for sure. im totally over him. time really do heal all wounds. and somehow i feel that all cliches do have a ring of truth in them (: love love. im not sure if im ready to open up my heart now but really I DONT HAVE THE TIME (: promos! (:

im gona buy hilmi all the tiramisu ice cream and cake if he passes OR fails his gp. hahaha that bloody bugger. and im gona get liyi sth too. if she passes gp. SHE WILL LA GOSH. yeahh hmms. and i asked him what he's gona get for me. and he said - 'nothing. cause ur gona ace ur exams.' OH NO WAY LA PLEASE.

he's so worried that im studying extra when im at home u knw. crazy bugger. hahaha. its the pressure mounting up again. im studying too slowly. shit. i need more time la. NIA is a bitch man. a total bitch.

ok yeahs. i dont knw what else to write. I MISS PINK. cries.

riahh ranted at 10:39:00 PM