Thursday, October 06, 2005
ECONS PAPER III DOWN (:

this is the first time that i feel so accomplished. like putting heart and soul into ONE BLOODY PAPER and its finally paid off. yayness for riah! (: heart was palpitating like crazy. palms were sweaty. mind was whirring. fingers were cramping up. but i did my BEST and nothing can top that (:

my answers look so professional la please. OH NO. confidence does not beget GOOD RESULTS. die. sure die. shit. must remain optimistic not overly ENTHUSIASTIC (: i will not fail but im not sure how good my results would be. totally screwed for elasticity la. if can get 10 marks also HAPPY MAN.

ok yeahs enough.

hilmi's depressed. he's thinking of withdrawing ): and he was rambling on abt liyi leaving for a better future if she passes her math. CRIES. yeah all of you leave me with no one here la. no one i can really enjoy time with. bahhh.

exam stress is totally turning me into a tyrant. i dont watch what i eat. dont watch what i say. dont watch ANYTHING. i need for promos to be over. cant take all of this anymore. studying sucks. its giving me migrane. not that i have but im sure thats what it was.

I HAD TIME TO READ (: im so happy. its been ages since i last read. twins is a pretty good book. will finish it up soon. human interest stories. my forte. and its a pretty challenging genre because you use simple words to capture emotions and pull at heartstrings of people. covers a lot of teenage issues. a fiction. but down to earth and can relate to easily.

nothing's perfect. WAH GREAT BOOK LA PLEASE.

so inspired to write (:

ive been such a bitch lately la. ARGHHH. totally hating myself right now. hmmms.

i want my life back la. never meet up or talk or sms with my little unity darlings FOR AGES ALREADY LA. no time to come online. always study study study. but its pretty much a part of me now. studying econs front to back rawkks la. suddenly everything's linking back. SO COOL RIGHT?

I KNOW.

on 5th october `o5 i finally.. SIGNED OUT. yay! hahahaha. my first sign out cards and all.

my multiple piercings HURT LA. thanks to liyi who's always there to give me support. sighhs. i think its bleeding a lot and stuff la. HAHA. so pain! cries.

mugging again soon. BACK TO RIAH THE ULTIMATE CHIO BU GIRL WITH NO LIFE.

been spending quite some time with meroy. spent monday having dinner with him and hilmi at thai express. some good food. some spicy also. HAHAHA. left me and hilmi totally shivering. had desserts at macs. had a mini meeting with meroy regarding the closed door dinner to which LIYI ME and HILMI have so been exclusively invited (:

wah so big deal leh. WAH HAHAHAHA. cocktail party and then dinner. IM HELPING TO PREPARE. nyahaha. cant wait. hmmms. yeah thats it la. i just find that meroy is someone who doesnt like to be contradicted. he's a bit disorientated at times. yupps. totally wondering if i could be attracted to this sort of MAN (:

just waiting and seeing.

hilmi was BURSTING with importance when he realised mr glosz was somewhere over the phone. hmm yeahhs. LOVE LOVE (:

too much studying gets you crazy. was deep in notes and shiznits on monday in the library. and this whole group of mats came in and started doing stuffs la. LOL. me and hilmi laughed at the slightest things. HAHAHA.

hilmi : where did they come from sia? *exasperated*
me : *brightly* MAT LAND (:

ok yeah. thats all for fragmented thoughts.

friendship? what friendship? whats left to salvage anymore? what are we now really?

riahh ranted at 8:25:00 PM