Sunday, October 09, 2005
i saw andy's blue ridge saga scores today. sang out his parts. felt a wave of nostalgia. those were the times. remembered that fateful sectional day at the bball court. under the makeshift awning. how when the wind blows a cascade of water would fall off it and frighten us. HAHA. i was so nasty to him then. he still takes it within his stride and let me have my way. loves.

i dreamt of SZEJIE. hahahaha. she had this surfer boyfriend la. and he had a red surfboard. then she run to him. and he run to her. like those indian movies (: hahaha. love love. so funny la. dream of her. LOL.

bla bla bla. i feel fucked up. i hate feeling so soft in the heart. i hate feeling sorry and guilty after i do or say sth nastiee. blaaaa.

i want to be a journalist when i grow up.

i want to feel normal again. bla bla bla.

riahh ranted at 11:32:00 PM