Monday, September 05, 2005
was up till late chatting with liyi last night. she was trying to cheer me up. and i was giving her some shitty advice please. sorry stinkiee. woke up late. stoned arnd. washed up. half an hour late for workshop. lol. some people were later than me please.

crapped with liyi and hilmi. got caught a million times. ms ng bent down and her cleavage was a free for all. hilmi was pretty.. yeah up there. SHEEEESH. he rawkks la he. his imagination undoubtedly ran wild and yeah his libido acted up.

ANYWAY. charlie and the choco factory with the anamalais. love love. some good movie. liked it a lot. pretty childhood-ish. some parts i forgot but as i watched i recalled them. *takes out a really old and battered book* i need to relieve my childhood. HAHA.

just towned lah. did usual stuffs. ate. walked arnd. crapped. saw ethan ong or whoever playing the drums. yada yada. a lot of *whines* 'and i thought you were my friend.' made fun of people. and then we came home.

just read julianne's blog. hey dude. whatever happens. STAY HAPPY. dont be emo like me ok? you've got maine and stuff. and i know u and her are happy. stay that way. when i read her entries. her grief and sorrow just poured out and washed over me. her anguished sincerity tore at my heart and at times like these. when someone i know has gone thru a really bad patch that altered their lives forever. my own problems seem insignificant. inconsequential. seemingly non-existent and unimportant.

oh aidil talked to me. and then i got DISCONNECTED of all things. gosh.

i want someone new. someone who will give me security and make me feel that nth in the world can hurt me. I WANT AN ANG MOH BOYFRIEND. *pouts*

okays. that was so totally redundant.

riahh ranted at 11:26:00 PM