Sunday, September 04, 2005
where do i start? its been only one and a half days spent at unity band camp and i have so much things to say. it was one heck of a weekend for me. everything just fell into place la please. things really looked up and all. plain memorable thats what it was.

up at seven. pranced arnd in my undies; excited at the prospect of spending the whole day at unity (: reached there early. met judy. unbelievably all the regular suffered from regulars' syndrome that morning (: yupps. hao was late so we went in first.

kelvin : i told you already. come down unity riah confirm early one la. so on one sia.

LOL. band prac on sat was some tiring. lack of practice undeniably has led to my terrible playing. but ENJOYED myself nonetheless (: played jericho. oregon. by loch and mountain. let there be peace on earth. yayness! and there were some others. pioneer's march or sth. and annandale chronicles. weird names. new songs by ed huckeby (: 2005.

yups we went in unprepared. un-warmed up. started on jericho i think. yups sight read. NICE SONG PLEASE. bert appermont is one heck of a composer la. played thru twice i think. worked on it during sectionals after lunch. the unity trombonists are really catching up now. they can sight read so fast. really proud of them (: rhythm still a bit off. but sze jie plays really loud now and wahhh my xiao zhu happily blasting away (:

RAHMAN IS SO FUNNY CAN. hahahahahah. sit with him crapping all the way sia. sectionals only got down proper the last 15 mins when i took charge. not bad la OKAYS. they're really good. except for some of the first tbones. tskk. yups played second afters with rahman. played let there be peace on earth. a toney song. HAHAHAHA. so horrible can we all play? like never ending sia. cannot make it.

it was the regularz' second time playing oregon under a conductor and wth IT WAS DAMN EASY CAN?! back then high D was so hard to pitch. me and queen had to stay outside and practice until we got it. mr hong always scold and scold lor. lol. now its so relaxed and. tskk. after concerto and such oregon is nothing please.

sze jie and refat told me before that i talk too much. lol. and thus distract the trombonists. i didnt talk much on sat. i held my tongue. and shushed or tut-tutted if they made too much noise. it was obvious who was the one talking and laughing all the time lor. but its ok la. i cannot say anything because its obvious she's better than me and stuff. shrugs.

raj remembered his silver cloth (:

percussionists are prone to accidents (: i witness not one but TWO accidents. first gladys tripped on a tambourine and lay sprawled on the floor. she already so small. she looked damn cute la. I KNOW ITS BAD TO LAUGH. but she was so cute ): and the second is none other than.. my twin. lol.

refat : aiya just tell her to play the timpani la.
denise : *irritated* wait first. i telling her the parts. *looks down at file and topples out of sight*

*emerges looking ruffled*

denise : aiya. purposely one lor.

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

lunching with my regularz is damn fun. just like the old times. me kel wency and hao. what wasnt fun was the fact that we were sitting diagonally across refat and gang. i had to eat with eyes reverted and a crick was forming at my neck. but it was good still. at least i ate like a lady. LOL. i rawkk.

and there i go again. seeing the best out of each dire situation.

dinner with the june babies afters at pastamania. HILARIOUS MUCH. cannot tahan. laughed until we teared. the days of jubilance were stressful and full of ups and downs then. recounting those days brought us into gales of laughter. and wency had to beg me to stop cause she was choking. HAHAHA. recounted the days when refat made them angry when he didnt use the props and the banner. and the days when he made us run. and walk out of the band room. and how the unity french hornists ran with us. LOL. funny shits la.

walked some more. ate ice cream. laughed some more. shopped at zara. nice top. but wency bought it first. sobs. walked arnd trying to decide what to get for gin. and then.. CAME HOME (:

crashed. woke up. same cycle. some cold day. only i went. suay again. came same time as refat. zhe shi yuan fen ma? tskk. stoned man. played scales. stoned. played jericho. stoned. ms tan came. stoned. sighhs. zonked out a couple of times. and ms tan would ask me questions and id just smile. LOL.

jericho has some high notes please. NVM. if i can play thru jericho. i can play thru ANY songs. maybe not noah's ark la. noah's ark's worse. terrible rhythms.

i built back what i lost when i went down to unity early this year. but it was robbed away from me when refat stopped me from coming down. now i have terrible pitching problems. my sight reading's pretty haywire. and i cant recognise notes for nuts. mispitching people. yeah at least my high notes are still intact.

tried queen's park melody today. it was damn good. somehow it brought back memories. so kan chiong to play the solo. lol. been practicing it for ages when i was still gg down to bm main band. some nice can? that sexy twang was still there then. with the pressure from REFAT and stuff. i fumbled. SOBS.

band rawks my world. i need to emphasize this. i come down to unity to learn and to improve in my playing and to teach when there is a need to. and NOT for anyone lor please. music is my priority. not someone who isnt worth my attention. whatever it is. whatever i say. when i saw him. stuff swirled within me. he's so good looking now no matter how ppl disagree with me.

because i still like him. no matter how bad he looks. i have only eyes for him. its been five months. but i havent let anyone else in. i just cant. i tried. to ease the pain and STUFF. but no one compares to him. not even aidil. tho we did have a bit of a thing btwn us. but tts it. i want to flirt and make guys like me.

but im gona lay low. and bide my time. its only fair that he feels for some of his students. his career doesnt permit much time for socialising. not that he does. but tts not the point. ive liked a few guys myself. but i have eyes only for him. years it may be. and i will still wait.

why riah? why so stupid?

well. its simply because i like him. tts all (:

riahh ranted at 8:57:00 PM