Sunday, September 18, 2005
it has been some uneventful morning. just rolled arnd in bed. played with cat and watched tv. not in the mood to do much. half-hearted drives to attempt homework or practice my trombone. nothing's working out.

suddenly im thinking of denise chong. i mean like she's always so hyper can? she's someone who really touches people's hearts just by being part of their lives. she breezes through and leave you gaping in her wake. she's just so original lah. who can not like her? shucks. someone you can definitely go to if you have problems (: OH YEAH BTW. i love her smile. makes me go blink blink. yay! hahaha.

some people are popular because they're so full of energy and just abt gets along well with anyone. everyone's not who they really are when they meet someone new. they project themselves to be someone people generally like. everyone falls into this trap. everyone who has a heart that is. unlike refat.

hmms. i cleaned out my hamster cages today. cleared out the area. so much nicer and neater. i feel gratified.

why is refat so flirting with rachel please? tskk. like how original can you get? sniggers.

friday was a really good day. everything just went right. school was good. except for the fact that the school food sucks and it aims to kill you slowly with every bite. rushed to nafa with the anamalais. saw jasmine in the bus (: talked a bit. LOL. some hoo haa at the counter. ran arnd nafa like a couple of beheaded chickens. the moral of the story : never get caught in a fire in nafa. its terrible. lol. alan is some funny. he rawks (:

actually all st pats people rawk. some fun time in bk suanning that idiotic manager who moved so slow can? tskk. just crapped arnd. then headed to national library to do hw. left after an hour to meet my darlings! YAY! was a bit scared as well. like i wont know what his reaction would be like. tskk.

hung arnd. waited another hour for them. saw them hurrying over. hugs went arnd. saw siti. hugged her too. they were looking at me funny. turned arnd and I SAW ZOEY (: yay! hahaha. so happy can. went up. they all protected me can? lol. like my little army like that. prince bought me my dinner (: so much fun going arnd.

and then..

she came by. gasps. choked on food. kept stuffing my mouth with food to prevent myself from laughing out loud. yeahhs. she sat down unceremoniously and started being drama like. proclaimed loudly that she was gona cry. den she banged the table and such. shocked me into silence can? yups. she talked and talked by herself. prince entertained her.

i think she was like hinting sth la. yeah i agree with yunwei. who else can the four people refer to? she said that she was once part of that group until someone came along. i suspect its me. cries. what did i do wrong now? tskk. and its so obvious who she likes can? tskk.

miss tan came by and saw me. gulps. she patted my shoulder and played arnd with my hair. and talked to me abt school and mai and stuff. den she laughed and i guess i was supposed to as well. but i didnt. LOL. yeahs. she makes me feel funny. like super nervous and stuff. hee.

made them late for prac. they had to run. my arm cramped up when i did my hw continously for an hour (: i rawkk! zoey joined me. spent good time with her playing at the mini playground in the school (: swing here swing there. hahaha. yups. had meaningful heart-to-hearts.

short time spent. but so meaningful. really love them loads (:

my audition is on october 2nd. a few sundays from now. i should be practicing. hello. sighhs. pink - bearer of bad news as usual - has just told me that i have abt three million essays due tmr (: yayness. how screwed can i get?

18 days to PROMOS.

i should just shut up and go play my trombone.

riahh ranted at 4:31:00 PM