Friday, September 02, 2005
invariably pissed yesterday afternoon because nothing seemed to be going right. left the house in a huff after much squabbles and disagreements btw me and mum and mai. and i didnt take money. sheesh.

and then the three of them were late. but touching up my makeup and admiring myself in the mirror seems to have boosted my ego a little and standing arnd in my heels trying to get past that stupid level on tomb raider cooled me down. no tickets left for charlie so we settled for red eye.

i so loved the movie can? maybe it gratified me a little. so i eased up and relaxed and was definitely in a much better mood than i was when i left the house. such suspense la the story. but i guess they were a little too young to understand the dialogues. SOME GOOD CAN? but storyline wasnt spaced out nicely. too much time on the plane and the ending was rushed.

bahh. mood killer. LOL. yunwei screamed her life out when the baddie appeared behind the door. and this whole row of bengs behind were startled and started to hurl strings of expletives to cover up their obvious embarrassment.

oh please.

took some nice pics together :



me and the unity kids. some small please. grr.



yups. us four again (:

the boys left for sp earlier for a meeting beforehand. me and yunwei walked to cine to take some more pics. hee. it all turned out great (: hard time deciding on the pics. TOO CHIO ALREADY. cannot blame (: heee.



grrr. some blur please. but you get the idea (: i feel so good abt myself la please. HAHA.

rushed to sp. made it. saw amos sitting alone outside. regulars late again. hahaha. as per usual. sat arnd with the unity kids. fooled them into eating a rubber LIZARD. yay! i rawkk. and yada yada. much laughter and whatsits.

I MISSED THE REGULARS SO MUCH CAN? (: they make me feel good la. that wency ahh. so dao online but she's damn nice in real life la. wah lao. eyer my hao so handsome. heeee. yups much catching up and stuff. eh eh. KELVIN JIO-ING GINNIE! omg. so exciting la (: regulars and regulars. awww. so sweet please. but i think ginnie didnt feel too good abt all the attention. oh wells. love love (: jia you luo bo!

denisec came running into my arms (: SHE LOVES ME CAN? hahaha.

HE PLAYED THE SOLO SO WELL LA PLEASE. concentrate on him so much until i forgot there was a trombone solo as well. tskk. im really damn damn proud of him. hmms. the opening song - carmen fantasy - was pretty good. but.. sth lacking. i just cant put my finger on it. very clean sound. maybe its the hall. no echoes maybe? sth weird with the sound la. lol. rest of the concert wasnt bad. it wasnt entirely breathtaking or anything. but it did one thing for all of us regulars.

it brought us back to the days of jubilance.

their jap iv was pretty good. but i felt that no jap iv can ever capture the sincerity in which we played it during our concert. a song that lacked preparation had turned out so beautifully during jubilance (: i think we rawkk MAN. yay!

no individually good players but as a band they sound good. nice flute music there. hehs.

saw many many people there. swsy people. i think faidhi played the solo. broke down anyway. saw farique after some time too. exchanged numbers and smsed him gd night. yups. he never changes. still as girly as ever. tskk.

being with the regulars means being able to talk abt my breakup freely. saw the man at the concert yesterday. and i dont knw la. being with people who knew abt us made me realise that despite all this hate thingie whingies. i still really do like him. the security he provided me. and the endless reassurances that nth would ever hurt me again. and the money was good too. LOL.

supper with my ALL TIME BUDDY (: love love. a bit of catching up. with him there's never a worry that i'll run out of things to say. much laughter AS USUAL. and yes his blunt remarks which never fails to exasperate me. wahh. it was only that moment when i realised how much i missed him. he said he misses all 7 of us. and i cut him short. because memories of the past can never happen again and will only cease to bring more pain.

yups. it was a pretty decent evening all in all. and did i mention i love yew hao? (:

ohh. i met peee and cheng yee and some others (:

riahh ranted at 11:14:00 PM