Friday, September 23, 2005
phew. a break from studying at last. so much time to myself. at a loss. what do i do first? faced here with an empty screen. four days has passed. what happened? where do i start? is it necessary?

ok. well that didnt sound like me. HAHA.

ok like. know the reason why i havent been online in 4 days? HAHA. i have been totally absolutely pia-ing my promos can? wah lao. i dont have a life anymore. since monday. its been school. studying at national library. home at 7. dinner. practise trombone at 8. watch tv. SLEEP BY 10.

no LIFE can? cries.

but its all gona be over soon. its just been me and hilmi these days. chionging assignments and catching up with history and econs. ECONS ECONS! need to beat that tao yan si. flair for language doesnt count for much if you dont have brains.

much loves going arnd in the ax. hilmi msged a few nights back saying some really sweet and motivational stuff. sent it to all the anamalais. LOVE LOVE (: and then liyi msged and said she LOVES me. yay! lol. come on guys. we can do it. we gotta beat that tao yan si man. and liyi. if ive been hard on you im sorry kays. everything's just plain crazy. mad rush for exams. me and hilmi feel that you arent arnd much anymore. dont drift from us okayys.

whatever it is. we'll always love you.

ive been plain moody these days. bahh. my mood swings are here. i suspect its PMS! gasps.

thanks to zoey and yunwei who replied my emails and alleviated my worries which were - as usual - uncalled for (: yunwei for being so cute and cheering me up instantly with her personality. and thanks much to zoey for giving me such mature advice. ur right - expectations only cease to bring abt disappointments. deja vu. he used to say the same thing to me. oh wells.

two significant events that totally highlighted my week.

one. mr low scolded me during history and.. i couldnt stop laughing. wah hahahaha. so stupid la please. he came into class and got all emo cause we didnt do the first assignment up to expectation. then he walked up and down and called out practically every name and asked the same thing - "are you summarising the sources?"

it was so stupid la please. and i kept playing with my lock and key. the whole situation was funny. i dont even knw why i laughed. he asked me to give him the thing. i walked up and when i turned back i dissolved into laughter. hilmi started laughing. and it was just the both of us.

silence. except for 'shut up la riah. stop laughing.' i couldnt answer hilmi cause i laughed even harder. i tried to stop laughing. but i recalled hilmi's face when he laughed. HAHAHAHAHA. and then he asked me :

him : you. what are you here for?
me : *looks arnd* ermm. to study?
him : are you sure? bla bla. not interested you can leave. get out. bla bla bla.

wah hahahaha. i thought he asked me a trick question can? LOL. why im here? HELLO. first its to save bus fare. second i want to show off to people that im taking a levels. wah hahaha. so funny la please.

i didnt leave ur file behind on purpose. i cleared whatever was on the table. i couldnt have been so blind as to leave it on the table right? tskk. whatever you think of me. i dont really care. i dont have time to care. stupid little girl anyway. bahh. totally ruined my mood.

the world is full of hypocrites.

i think im not gonna find a boyfriend when im older. gasps. lol. its ok tho. im sure hilmi'll want to marry me when the time comes (:

subjected to an oh-my-Allah look from hilmi.

two. was practicing my tbone last night. cat got a mighty shock can? tskk. ran here and ran there. helter-skelter. LOL. so primary school but NVM. meowed damn loudly la. gosh. finally ran up my cupboard and stayed there for a few good hours. couldnt budge his big butt no matter what i did. mum came back and tried to save him. mum fell. WAH LAO EH. bruises everywhere. tskk.

hee. its not because my tone sucked OKAYS. my cat doesnt like loud noises tts all (: love love.

i think sue really needs to loosen up. yups we all agree that she needs to really relax. nothing comes out of being paranoid. its ok to get substandard grades sometimes. there's a first time for everything. yupps. too many over achievers in the class. TAKE A CHILL PILL (:

audition in 9 days. promos in 13 days. CHIONG AH (:

oh and happy seventeenth to farhan cuz. yups be a good boy. kisses!

riahh ranted at 5:59:00 PM