Sunday, September 11, 2005
hello. i am some upset. and depressed. im slipping into emofunk.

i finished some books. i dropped them off at bm library. my brother has fines too. and i cant borrow my agatha christies. ARGHS. agatha christie is some good author. subtle humor and the works. VERY NICE. throw in a bit of french and excellent brainwork. voila! we've got some good book la. murder on the orient express. go read. tskk.

i cleaned my room a bit. its abundant in hair please. tskk. some disgusting. pampered myself in the shower. AND DISCOVERED THAT MY EARHOLES ARE CLOSED. panic panic. called everybody i know. and then sought help from liyi. lets just say everything sounded wrong. HAHA. so cute la me she (:

holed ourselves in the toilet. she was scared. it was her first time. but she was the one doing all the work. i just sat there and gritted my teeth. i was afraid it'd bleed. sobs. called for help but no one came. HAHAHA. sounds sick right? hello. ur the sick one. not me.

i have to leave it all to judy tmr. sighhs.

i had a bad hair day today. sucks. and 27 bones was such a devastatingly boring book that i read it just for the sake of finishing it. blearhhs.

munches on kinder bueno and decides that all is slightly better

farique called me up last night. surprisingly. tskk. and we talked for ages. the expected arrogance of a northern band. talked to me abt yishun town and sembawang winds and such. oh please. i remained quiet most of the time but brought in a point or two where i felt necessary. points that i learnt from the upbringing under the baton of ms tan and refat. and he would scoff and bring up a point that so defies all purpose of the convo please.

we were talking abt yuhua la. cause his cousin is in there. tskk.

me : fuhua isnt that bad also what. for a neighbourhood school. the band i mean.
him : no lor. its only a silver sound.
me : its not that bad really.
him : u know why they got silver? cause the shuqun conductor ran to fuhua.
me : *string of internal expletives*
him : *taunting* did you know that?
me : they're my cousin bands. wouldnt i know better?!

like wtf. he's only a NORTHERN band. kns. talk so much. if he knws ms tan personally den talk la. anyhow only make up stories. then keep on looking down on shuqun. say that mr er is not that good and that the new batch is totally kns. HELLO. wth. too pissed with him la. but i cannot say anything because.. he's kapo-ing scores for me. sighhs.

my audition is in two weeks. i have problems borrowing a trombone as it is. but never mind. if need be i shall only limit myself to the two alumni band practices. and make the best of it. two pieces. at a lost. for now i shall concentrate on do enka soli and.. sobs. no idea. i needa get in baby.

CHIONGING ALL MY SCALES FROM TMR ONWARDS.

all scales in the chromatic. Bb B C Db D Eb E F Gb G Ab A Bb. sighhs. all in flats. DIE.

riahh ranted at 8:09:00 PM