Saturday, September 10, 2005
currently i am unable to type with the usual deftness and accuracy due to my poor little thumb which has been half-damaged by my cat ah bee boo.



yes thats the culprit. i was playing with him and in his excitement he jumped up and down and alas! his really really sharp claw hooked itself to the side of my thumbnail and carried all of its weight as he landed. the skin tore. bleeding everywhere. pain was unbearable. and mind you. he's one heck of a FAT CAT.

the recent entry abt refat was done in a pique of anger. he still makes me mad of course. everyday i hear rather unpleasant stories abt him. really strengthens my belief that he is abusing his power. HELLO. its so obvious can? he so big shot is it? help to arrange the section? if he wants that so much lets all do without the SLs shall we? tskk.

i love it when im angry. mr chan should enrage me on the morning of my gp paper. im sure to do superbly well. the adrenaline flows and the words stumble over one another. vocabulary words are constantly at war and sighh. i miss being angry. LOL.

its a saturday morning. i woke up at eight am. and then i read a book for a few hrs. and now im here blogging. not because people want to read my work and gush all over and tell me what a wonderful conceited writer i am but simply because i love writing (: hello people. my promos are coming. and if i dont skim thru this le pathetic exams i am going to DA DAWGS. my vision of being in the university of new york is severely dashed because i dont think im acing promos.

so much for pep talk.

wednesday saw me struggling to keep my eyes awake all through history lecture. ms nora made us copy slide after wordy slide. argh. so sleepy can? too busy copying notes and commiserating in my depression to actually like listen to what she's saying la. what a waste of time please. history : offically screwed.

towned with the anatolias after that. not as fun as i would have had if the company was none other than the anamalais. just walking up and down orchard road. stoned. short of cash. and thinking of MEROY HENG. our sugar daddy (:

me : *flustered* you guys are not going to town? *wails*
jules : nuh uh. i dont wana go to town.
me : *continue wailing in angusih* but whyyy?
jules : *looks at me pointedly* cause im not one of the anamalais?

and so people will never forget us. they will whisper behind dry hands [singapore's weather yo!] as we walk past and gossip among themselves like a couple of bone-headed peacocks. they'll go : hey isnt that the anamalai xixabangma group? u know AX? the one who always town? aww. love love.

i borrowed some lovely books please. near completion (: thanks to sue please.

thursday will be some long entry la. to sum it up. i just have to say that i have fallen in love with HILMI'S LITTLE BRO (: he's some small and cute for an 8- or 9- year old. heee. such brotherly love and affection btwn them very nearly reduced me to tears. hilmi held his little bro's hands and stuff. oh yes. me and liyi went to school to lend pink a hand in class painting.

i cant wait for himi to come to class and see the beautiful rainbows and unicorns and stars errm. colors (: he'll be so shocked beyond words. i cant wait to see the reaction. he rawks. HAHA. btw my class is really some ugly please. lol.

OH AND I CUT MY HAIR AGAIN (: courtesy of the one and only judy tay. i think i look some hot please. all vogue and pouts and such. im so goregeous i cant stand myself sometimes. i think liyi doesnt look too.. right with her new 'do la. lol. she's rather upset abt it. the poor lass.

saga candida plays in the background

travelled years to hilmi's place. liyi like drooled on my bag la please. lol. and i know she's upset and stuff. she got emo at hilmi's place - im sorry im so ugly! sob sob - and sat quietly reading sfs rather than participate in my friendly banters with hilmi. hilmi is like super self conscious or what la. lol. kept telling us that his house was a wreck. but mess is GOOD what. hello.

hilmi : *enraged* where are you guys? why never pick up my call?!
me : yo brother! chill. *explain explain*
hilmi : its ok if i ask my brother to pick u guys up right?
me : sure. how does ur brother look like?
hilmi : well. erm. he's.. small.

and then both of us burst out laughing. HAHAHA. his little brother is some tiny please.

i helped him clean up a bit. and served liyi and myself drinks. hahahaha. he's so cute la. running up and down. all flustered and stuff. some good laughs. yay! accomplished some homework. did good *nods*

hilmi : *fiddles abt with the stove* shit. do you know how to switch on this thing?
me : erm yeah sure. what the heck are u trying to do anyway?
hilmi : its for you guys. like duh *looks at a pot of sambal*
me : *trying to act smart* erm i can help yeah. *walks over to the sink*
hilmi : *looks at me incredulously* HELLO. i know how to wash up. i need help in this.
me : oh.

blahh. and i was definitely making myself at home. helping liyi refill her drink and washing up and stuff. and then i got terribly emo. hilmi talked to me because no one else wanted to. SOBS. tts like wayyy back this year la. LOL. anyway. these memories are all stored down in liyi's NEW PHONE! yay! (:

im so comfortable arnd them. liyi and hilmi alike. hahaha. we were chilling arnd after dinner. watching tv and such. aww. love love la please.

riahh ranted at 1:59:00 PM